As I had once said, I would start talking a little more about the work I am now doing, which is my day job and one that pays the bills, once my dissertation is done with.
I will now. I recently got myself a job in the advertising and brand design industry. This is my third month into the work. I must say that it has been an exhilarating and frustrating experience.
The good thing about this job is that it is training me to be a better writer, to be better at conceptualising ideas and putting them across in the most succint manner. Which is not easy. Any art form, done well, whether for commercial, experimental or epistemological purpose, is never easy. This is especially true when it comes to commercial art. Your audience is no longer a bunch of connoisuers and fans who already have a bit of notion as to what you are doing, even if it was merely a superficial notion. In commercial art, you are reaching out to a new audience that might be blind to the subtleties of your art work or the poetry of your writing. Yet, catching their attention in this crazy age of information saturation is a feat in itself, and if you have done that, perhaps by a catchy or pyschologically engineered headline, enticing them enough to read the copy, you know that you have hit the jackpot. After all, advertising is just another way of dressing marketing in a more seductive manner. Advertising people and marketing people have different creative profiles. Not all marketing people are of the creative type, especially since some forms of marketing merely involve following pre-defined rules that has been set out (maybe memorising instructions from the company's brand manual). Yet, it doesn't mean that good marketing has no need for creative sparks, and such are the sparks that keep the business from stalemating or stagnancy.
For advertising people (and I mean those in the creative department), their creative economy is the main reason why they are hired. As I work in brand design, everyday, I am learning about how visuals can do well to complement writing. I work across different mediums, doing mostly smaller projects, from conceptualising pitches (with the other team members) to regular copywriting.
I realise I have a long road ahead as a copywriter, and I have yet to claim the voice that would allow me, in the long run, to be an excellent copywriter. But I hope to one day claim it. My journey in life has been such that I never thought I would now end up a copywriter, professionally. It has been a long, winding, path, with many heartaches and headaches. And I am still finding my way. I wonder where will I be a year from now.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Fragile race relations
I suppose they all have their Biblical roots. This article in Guardian is not even the penultimate event, and we are only 5 years into this century. So will problematic race relations be the stumbling block for this century? On the other hand, they might actually herald better things to come in the second half of this century, which most of us today might not be alive to see. But the legacy we leave behind will be our gift/curse to the next/yet-to-be-born generation. It is time we remove the blinkers from our eyes and stare at racism straight at its ugly face.
What seems to be the continuous contention is that problems are never dealt with. Instead, the temporary measure of finding a scapegoat to bear the brunt has always been the lazy/easy/irresponsible way out.
What seems to be the continuous contention is that problems are never dealt with. Instead, the temporary measure of finding a scapegoat to bear the brunt has always been the lazy/easy/irresponsible way out.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Mind control?
This is highly interesting, for certain, because of the many people who believe in the conspiracy theory about the Jews seeking world-dominion. All because some of the wealthiest people in this world have Jewish blood or roots. However, wouldn't it make you question what they have done right?. After all, having been historical scapegoats in many societies tend to make you less risk averse. There are a lot of wealthy people in Asia too, but when you think of it, closely, you will realise that they seldom have the edge that many of these monied 'Jews' have, which is the control over intellectual and creative powers and property of the world.
A power to exert influence and change mindsets (or shape them)
And not all these people are evil, mendacious bastards/bitches. Btw, did you realise that Virago is a name of a Feminist press (which is mentioned in this online document) that has published quite a number of famous feminist treatises and writings? Just do search. One of them was a book I used quite a bit in my dissertation, The Haunting of Sylvia Plath.
Here is the site. Perhaps its tone borders on the hysterical, its more factual statements are worthy of note, like the names people mentioned as the who's who in the media/publishing industry. I realise how easy it is to criticise others when we ourselves are afraid to go where they have gone, whatever their original intentions might be. While a critic is useful as a check and sounding board, one must also remember that it is always easier to tear down the efforts of another, find faults with them than to build something from scratch. When one criticise others, appreciate also the difficulties that they might have to go through. However, if a criticism is sincere rather than merely vituperative/vicious, it itself provides an informative take on the subject it tackles, and even exposes the slovenliness of the work's originator/creator. And good criticism is an accomplished art form. Not very many people are great critics of the world, remembered long after their bylines have ceased or their voices mere echoes.
On a more personal note, after the exhaustion, slump and post-dissertation depression (that set in for a few days last week) which made everything seemed so very bleak, I have finally regained my energy (thanks to yoga) and can now march forward in planning my new purpose in life. (:
A power to exert influence and change mindsets (or shape them)
And not all these people are evil, mendacious bastards/bitches. Btw, did you realise that Virago is a name of a Feminist press (which is mentioned in this online document) that has published quite a number of famous feminist treatises and writings? Just do search. One of them was a book I used quite a bit in my dissertation, The Haunting of Sylvia Plath.
Here is the site. Perhaps its tone borders on the hysterical, its more factual statements are worthy of note, like the names people mentioned as the who's who in the media/publishing industry. I realise how easy it is to criticise others when we ourselves are afraid to go where they have gone, whatever their original intentions might be. While a critic is useful as a check and sounding board, one must also remember that it is always easier to tear down the efforts of another, find faults with them than to build something from scratch. When one criticise others, appreciate also the difficulties that they might have to go through. However, if a criticism is sincere rather than merely vituperative/vicious, it itself provides an informative take on the subject it tackles, and even exposes the slovenliness of the work's originator/creator. And good criticism is an accomplished art form. Not very many people are great critics of the world, remembered long after their bylines have ceased or their voices mere echoes.
On a more personal note, after the exhaustion, slump and post-dissertation depression (that set in for a few days last week) which made everything seemed so very bleak, I have finally regained my energy (thanks to yoga) and can now march forward in planning my new purpose in life. (:
Saturday, November 05, 2005
A breather
The Eid has just passed. I've finally completed my thesis. That happened on the eve of Eid. Then I went back to my parents' place for a little rest and retreat from as much cares of the world as I could possibly. Read nothing except that which excites my little brain and do not require much thought (I tried reading a biology textbook for fun, as a way of revisiting my past and failed in the effort). Watched nothing except that which can entertain me. I got the thesis photocopied and today, after all the running around, found a place that I could leave for binding. For the time being, meaning, for the rest of the week, I am freed from its looming presence. Yet, I am not freed from having to go to university a few times next week (at least twice) to sort out some stuff. Bureaucracy as usual.
Surprisingly, I am still feeling brain dead, despite not having used it for the last two days. Maybe a little nap will fix it. Better not sleep too much or I might just not sleep tonight.
I'll try to plan my life after this.
Surprisingly, I am still feeling brain dead, despite not having used it for the last two days. Maybe a little nap will fix it. Better not sleep too much or I might just not sleep tonight.
I'll try to plan my life after this.
Monday, October 31, 2005
A new crossroad
After 1 1/2 years, with many false starts, missed deadlines (I've missed deadlines like 4 times) wrong turns and dead ends (not to mention misguided directions!), I have finally reach near the end of my journey where the dissertation/thesis is concern. Now is just some proof corrections and minor revisions (unless my supervisor decides that she still needs me to send her one more revision - I hope not), I might be able to finally format it nicely, have it printed out and sent to the binders all by next week (since I am going out of town til Sat and most places are't opened for long/ or opened at all on weekends).
Next week will see me highly busy as I have to content with much work before going out station the week after. Maybe it is the end of the month before I can actually see down and think about what I am going to do after all this. It is like deciding what to do with your life after breaking off from a long term relationship (not too long this one, only slightly longer than 1 1/2 years but a rather intense, love-hate relationship at that which is always nagging at me even when I am away from it). This relationship has sucked out most of my enjoyment for simpler pleasures in life. I take a month to read magazines that could be read completely in 2 hours. I haven't even had the chance to savour a foreign magazine I have bought recently, on an impulse, because my mind was not at it (even though I had time since I was awaiting a verdict on my work from the other people who were reading it).
However, I did manage to read two rather interesting stuff. Actually more than two, but I am singling out these two. One is the decades old "Feminine Mystique" by Betty Friedan and the other is a paper on the book "Emily Climbs" by Lucy Maude Montgomery (my favourite childhood author) and F.W.H Myers on parapyschology and Lucy (I refuse the convention of calling her by her last name) had used his ideas in her writing of the Emily trilogy (could there be fans of her work out there reading this post?). I would like to write more about the latter but I will begin first by writing more on the former. On Betty's seminal work. Why? Because event though she was talking about conditions almost half a century ago, I see the revival of what she had discussed about in this part of the world (and maybe even in the western side of the world). Why do I say that? Because I can easily identify with what she said, even though she was talking more about my grandmother's time. But then, Malaysia in the 1950s and 1960s is very different from the US in which Betty was talking about. Some might say that Malaysia is still trap in the modernist age of 1950s and 60s US, but I beg to differ. It seems to me that Malaysia is living a very schizophrenic condition that is part 1950s America, some of the 1960s and part in today's world. How much of each is in each...well I might do an actual piece on that since this is quite interesting research. Maybe some sociologist here might already have done something of that nature. Nonetheless, what is more important for me is to critique on women's condition here.
But, after this thesis is sent up, I am gonna give my brain a rest and read a lot of fiction and indulge in other hobbies I have put on hold for almost a year. And exercise more!
It seems that this is a pretty bad year. Some call is bad feng shui. Bombings everywhere. Disasters. No wonder I haven't felt particularly happy since after New Year...
Next week will see me highly busy as I have to content with much work before going out station the week after. Maybe it is the end of the month before I can actually see down and think about what I am going to do after all this. It is like deciding what to do with your life after breaking off from a long term relationship (not too long this one, only slightly longer than 1 1/2 years but a rather intense, love-hate relationship at that which is always nagging at me even when I am away from it). This relationship has sucked out most of my enjoyment for simpler pleasures in life. I take a month to read magazines that could be read completely in 2 hours. I haven't even had the chance to savour a foreign magazine I have bought recently, on an impulse, because my mind was not at it (even though I had time since I was awaiting a verdict on my work from the other people who were reading it).
However, I did manage to read two rather interesting stuff. Actually more than two, but I am singling out these two. One is the decades old "Feminine Mystique" by Betty Friedan and the other is a paper on the book "Emily Climbs" by Lucy Maude Montgomery (my favourite childhood author) and F.W.H Myers on parapyschology and Lucy (I refuse the convention of calling her by her last name) had used his ideas in her writing of the Emily trilogy (could there be fans of her work out there reading this post?). I would like to write more about the latter but I will begin first by writing more on the former. On Betty's seminal work. Why? Because event though she was talking about conditions almost half a century ago, I see the revival of what she had discussed about in this part of the world (and maybe even in the western side of the world). Why do I say that? Because I can easily identify with what she said, even though she was talking more about my grandmother's time. But then, Malaysia in the 1950s and 1960s is very different from the US in which Betty was talking about. Some might say that Malaysia is still trap in the modernist age of 1950s and 60s US, but I beg to differ. It seems to me that Malaysia is living a very schizophrenic condition that is part 1950s America, some of the 1960s and part in today's world. How much of each is in each...well I might do an actual piece on that since this is quite interesting research. Maybe some sociologist here might already have done something of that nature. Nonetheless, what is more important for me is to critique on women's condition here.
But, after this thesis is sent up, I am gonna give my brain a rest and read a lot of fiction and indulge in other hobbies I have put on hold for almost a year. And exercise more!
It seems that this is a pretty bad year. Some call is bad feng shui. Bombings everywhere. Disasters. No wonder I haven't felt particularly happy since after New Year...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Book news from the frankfurt book fair and something brewing.
http://www.nytimes.com/2005/10/24/books/24note.html
Some of the books mentioned in there have made their way to Malaysian shores. And some, despite being bestsellers, aren't exactly airhead reads. (:
A slow day at work. Meaning, a slow day for my brain, not coz there is no work.
I need to get my brains up to speed. Wonder if I can get that damn thesis finished by this Deepavali-Raya hols. Waiting to meet my supervisor and am wondering when she will have the time for me. Anyhow, will spend this entire week editing the thesis from chap 1 to 5 while I wait. Still got quite a bit of polishing, especially for chap 1, the MOST important chapter. Hopefully, can send to the binders before the Raya hols start so that I can
1. Have a nice mini celebration of my own
2. Move on with my life and plan new projects.
Have a splendid day.
Some of the books mentioned in there have made their way to Malaysian shores. And some, despite being bestsellers, aren't exactly airhead reads. (:
A slow day at work. Meaning, a slow day for my brain, not coz there is no work.
I need to get my brains up to speed. Wonder if I can get that damn thesis finished by this Deepavali-Raya hols. Waiting to meet my supervisor and am wondering when she will have the time for me. Anyhow, will spend this entire week editing the thesis from chap 1 to 5 while I wait. Still got quite a bit of polishing, especially for chap 1, the MOST important chapter. Hopefully, can send to the binders before the Raya hols start so that I can
1. Have a nice mini celebration of my own
2. Move on with my life and plan new projects.
Have a splendid day.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Creative Commons License?
Just a short post to document this before I forget. More later :)
http://www.kakiseni.com/articles/features/MDcyOA.html
http://www.kakiseni.com/articles/features/MDcyOA.html
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Saturday Night Live...
...from the cyberhome of Clarissa Lee
I am back to my habit of irregular postings. I am sorry. It is just that so many things have been on my mind lately, that when I write, I prefer to do so offline, save for a few emails I send out, or messages I leave for friends. I have much and also none to write about my rather boring condition at this point. I said that I would talk more about my current job. I have put in some hints here and there but there has been nothing substantial. I promise I will get right to it sometime next week, once I delivered my final drafts to my supervisor, and cajole her into seeing me for one of the drafts that is still with her (due to some fluke).
Even as I am typing this, I am taking a break from editing my Chapter 4. Seeing how my months and free time had mostly been taken up with correcting proofs after proofs of my dissertation. I am gonna be at a lost once the damn thing is delivered, nicely bound, to my faculty. I know that there are lots of things waiting for me. Just that, I have no idea how to start, having procrastinated them for so long. I guess I'll take a week or two of break (depending on how quickly I can plan for my new life) to strategise. It is just that I have been a perpetual student for so long (despite the few months break in between undergrad and my masters, and another one I took in between semesters two years ago, when I went abroad for the first time for the entire month), even while I have been working at a number of different jobs for some income, and to be financially independent (I paid for my semester's fees on my own for the first time this semester, and it is the last semester to boot).I will soon be paying for my examination fees the next semester so that they will get some external examiner to look at my piece of work. I hope! Them bloody politicos at the university, with their timidity and fear of looking below standard, has been my bane for years. I would be glad to be rid of them once this ordeal is over. Only supportive person so far within the system, other than a few lecturers I have had, is my supervisor. Even then, there isn't too much she can do. what with those power hungry goons around. Or should I quote my thesis, them bloody phallocrats!
Will I go on to the PhD? Highly likely. But I want to take my time to choose an area I would not lose interest in after one year. And also choose a supportive system to work under. I deserve that after all these years of sufferance. And I most probably wouldn't do a Phd until I am close to thirty. Why? Because there are other things I want to do first, and I also want to achieve something else first that perpetual studenthood has limited me from achieving. No, I don't mean getting married. (:
Anyway. Enough of a break so back to more proofing. To those who are still reading me, thanks for the support. I have more or less let my website gathered dust coz I've been too busy and lazy to update the new wings. Plus I need to revamp the damn thing to make it even more user friendly (to my visitors). And that needs money, which I don't have too much of at this moment :(
Oops, just remembered that I have to do a report for the committee that has kindly given me some funds to "alleviate" my expenses.
Take care ya all
Love
Clarissa
I am back to my habit of irregular postings. I am sorry. It is just that so many things have been on my mind lately, that when I write, I prefer to do so offline, save for a few emails I send out, or messages I leave for friends. I have much and also none to write about my rather boring condition at this point. I said that I would talk more about my current job. I have put in some hints here and there but there has been nothing substantial. I promise I will get right to it sometime next week, once I delivered my final drafts to my supervisor, and cajole her into seeing me for one of the drafts that is still with her (due to some fluke).
Even as I am typing this, I am taking a break from editing my Chapter 4. Seeing how my months and free time had mostly been taken up with correcting proofs after proofs of my dissertation. I am gonna be at a lost once the damn thing is delivered, nicely bound, to my faculty. I know that there are lots of things waiting for me. Just that, I have no idea how to start, having procrastinated them for so long. I guess I'll take a week or two of break (depending on how quickly I can plan for my new life) to strategise. It is just that I have been a perpetual student for so long (despite the few months break in between undergrad and my masters, and another one I took in between semesters two years ago, when I went abroad for the first time for the entire month), even while I have been working at a number of different jobs for some income, and to be financially independent (I paid for my semester's fees on my own for the first time this semester, and it is the last semester to boot).I will soon be paying for my examination fees the next semester so that they will get some external examiner to look at my piece of work. I hope! Them bloody politicos at the university, with their timidity and fear of looking below standard, has been my bane for years. I would be glad to be rid of them once this ordeal is over. Only supportive person so far within the system, other than a few lecturers I have had, is my supervisor. Even then, there isn't too much she can do. what with those power hungry goons around. Or should I quote my thesis, them bloody phallocrats!
Will I go on to the PhD? Highly likely. But I want to take my time to choose an area I would not lose interest in after one year. And also choose a supportive system to work under. I deserve that after all these years of sufferance. And I most probably wouldn't do a Phd until I am close to thirty. Why? Because there are other things I want to do first, and I also want to achieve something else first that perpetual studenthood has limited me from achieving. No, I don't mean getting married. (:
Anyway. Enough of a break so back to more proofing. To those who are still reading me, thanks for the support. I have more or less let my website gathered dust coz I've been too busy and lazy to update the new wings. Plus I need to revamp the damn thing to make it even more user friendly (to my visitors). And that needs money, which I don't have too much of at this moment :(
Oops, just remembered that I have to do a report for the committee that has kindly given me some funds to "alleviate" my expenses.
Take care ya all
Love
Clarissa
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Some Wise Sayings- On Books
Among the things I had to do at work today is to look for all possible permutations a Chinese proverb can take to come up with a hard-working sentence for my copy (your creative writing teacher would tell you about the importance of using verbs and nouns in preference to too many abjectives. In other words, make your writing lean, not flabby).
So, here are some that would cater to the bookworm in me and you :D
After three days without reading, talk becomes flavorless.
A book is like a garden carried in the pocket.
A book holds a house of gold.
A closed mind is like a closed book; just a block of wood.
Back to work.
So, here are some that would cater to the bookworm in me and you :D
After three days without reading, talk becomes flavorless.
A book is like a garden carried in the pocket.
A book holds a house of gold.
A closed mind is like a closed book; just a block of wood.
Back to work.
Monday, October 03, 2005
What really happened in Kurdistan?
Most of what took place happened when I was a mere kid, so I had no recollection of it. Yet, a chance look at a press Ad produced for the AI sometime in the 1990s (yes, I write copies for a living now so am always look at ads for inspiration), brought this piece of history to the fore, almost 17 years since it happened. There is much conflicting views as to what is actual history, and I am including here a list of sites with conflicting views on what actually happened in Northern Iraq during the Saddam Hussein regime.
What happened in Kurdish Halabja?
A War Crime or an Act of War?
The Human Rights Watch report in 1991 that blame Iraq for genocide of the Kurds and for the conditions they were living in at refugee camps.
And here are more sites...
http://www.knn.u-net.com/halabja.htm
http://www.puk.org/web/htm/news/nws/howar050317.html
http://www.democraticunderground.com/articles/03/02/08_gassing.html
I am sure you will find more if you google. All I can say now is (since I am supposed to be writing copies, not blogs), the sufferings of the Kurds have become fodder for political manoeuverings, bickerings and finger pointings. Would this in effect improve their lives? NO...not when the living conditions of the majority of the people still borders on the abject
Thesis is about to come to an end (soon) so hopefully will have more time to do general reading instead of always them theories.
What happened in Kurdish Halabja?
A War Crime or an Act of War?
The Human Rights Watch report in 1991 that blame Iraq for genocide of the Kurds and for the conditions they were living in at refugee camps.
And here are more sites...
http://www.knn.u-net.com/halabja.htm
http://www.puk.org/web/htm/news/nws/howar050317.html
http://www.democraticunderground.com/articles/03/02/08_gassing.html
I am sure you will find more if you google. All I can say now is (since I am supposed to be writing copies, not blogs), the sufferings of the Kurds have become fodder for political manoeuverings, bickerings and finger pointings. Would this in effect improve their lives? NO...not when the living conditions of the majority of the people still borders on the abject
Thesis is about to come to an end (soon) so hopefully will have more time to do general reading instead of always them theories.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
It has been awhile since you came knocking at my door...
Good afternoon everyone,
I know that it has been awhile since I last posted, especially ever since I left my previous job and am now in a totally different working environment. Prior to starting on my new job, I was either busy finishing up my dissertation drafts, or was back at my parents' place for a holiday and to get a few things done. After that, a flurry of events took place, including adjusting to a very different work scope and environment, getting my bearings and feel for the place. So far so good. I would talk more about my new job later. Right now, my mind is occupied thinking about completing my thesis by October (fingers crossed). Have a good weekend!
I know that it has been awhile since I last posted, especially ever since I left my previous job and am now in a totally different working environment. Prior to starting on my new job, I was either busy finishing up my dissertation drafts, or was back at my parents' place for a holiday and to get a few things done. After that, a flurry of events took place, including adjusting to a very different work scope and environment, getting my bearings and feel for the place. So far so good. I would talk more about my new job later. Right now, my mind is occupied thinking about completing my thesis by October (fingers crossed). Have a good weekend!
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Of Malaysia's National Day and Hurricane Katrina
It is always interesting to stop and think as to what our priorities are. Do we celebrate something close to home when a catastrophe is going on in another part of the world? Lets just say that Malaysia's National Day celebration coincides with a major war going on in another part of the world to fight for sovereignty, do we still continue with our celebration or do we tone it down in respect of the other sufferers? How you answer this question would depend on your ethical and philosophical framework.
When a developed nation like US (though its distribution of wealth is highly irregular as well) faces a major natural disaster akin to the tsunami that hit other mostly third world nations on Boxing Day of 2004, should we extend help to them in terms of financial? Or should we let the country that hosts some of the world richest people to handle the problem themselves? Of course they would have a better organised rescue operation in comparison to the poorer countries, but does this mean that just because the Big Brother is a superpower, therefore, we should not be too bothered that millions of its citizens might have just been made homeless? It is a lonely position on top.
Talking about the National Day celebration in Malaysia, with its Blogging in the Malay Language campaign (I speak and write in the language pretty regularly so did not feel the special need to engage in it just for a particular day), I did not actually participate in it actively as a celebrant, other than when I walked the streets of an entertainment hotspot in Kuala Lumpur in the wee hours of the morning, coming out from somewhere where I had some business to attend to, and seeing the revellers gathering about coffee shops and cafes having their early morning meal before heading home. All dressed in their party clothings (casual or otherwise). To a majority of those celebrating, it is merely another occasion to party bigtime. I am not too sure if the actual significance of this particular day, with all its political implication, is looming much in their mind as they shout "Merdeka" and wish each other on the streets and clubs.
And today, I begin the celebration of a new chapter in my life. (:
When a developed nation like US (though its distribution of wealth is highly irregular as well) faces a major natural disaster akin to the tsunami that hit other mostly third world nations on Boxing Day of 2004, should we extend help to them in terms of financial? Or should we let the country that hosts some of the world richest people to handle the problem themselves? Of course they would have a better organised rescue operation in comparison to the poorer countries, but does this mean that just because the Big Brother is a superpower, therefore, we should not be too bothered that millions of its citizens might have just been made homeless? It is a lonely position on top.
Talking about the National Day celebration in Malaysia, with its Blogging in the Malay Language campaign (I speak and write in the language pretty regularly so did not feel the special need to engage in it just for a particular day), I did not actually participate in it actively as a celebrant, other than when I walked the streets of an entertainment hotspot in Kuala Lumpur in the wee hours of the morning, coming out from somewhere where I had some business to attend to, and seeing the revellers gathering about coffee shops and cafes having their early morning meal before heading home. All dressed in their party clothings (casual or otherwise). To a majority of those celebrating, it is merely another occasion to party bigtime. I am not too sure if the actual significance of this particular day, with all its political implication, is looming much in their mind as they shout "Merdeka" and wish each other on the streets and clubs.
And today, I begin the celebration of a new chapter in my life. (:
Friday, August 26, 2005
Tap performance on video and newspaper
Hi everyone,
Remember my last last posting where I spoke about being involved in a tap performance? Well, here is the newspaper article on it (you won't see me in it as the picture only focused on the centre-side dancers but you get to see some of the dancers and the kind of costumes we were wearing) and also a link to the video if you are interested. Cheers!
Talk about the power of the press, even though this is, IMHO, not a review proper. :P
This is the video-site
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The Star Online > Central
Thursday August 25, 2005
Dance expression best conveyed with passion, pride
Story and photos by CHIN MUI YOON
NOTHING quite quickens the heart and captures the imagination the way dancing does!
There are many expressions of dance and the Federal Academy of Ballet (FAB) believes that the best way is to convey it with passion and pride.
Its recent annual Dance Extravaganza 2005 was staged to full crowds over the recent weekend at the Civic Centre in Petaling Jaya.
The girls are seductive and naughty in Outrageous wearing sheer black veils and sexy outfits.
Some 600 members from FAB’s five dance centres treated parents and guests to a graceful spectacle of performances.
They represented the full spectrum of dances offered by the centre – ballet, modern, tap, jazz and hip-hop.
The youngest dancers kicked off the show with their graceful flights into realms of springtime splendour, of swans, fairies and flowers.
Lovely ballerinas in Voices of Spring.
Wearing turquoise tutus, the little dancers performing Horn Concerto were absolutely adorable while Colours in the Wind had the older girls painting the stage in swirls of brilliant orange and green.
Flowers and ballerinas blended beautifully as seen in the Flower Girls presented by 13 children and Waltz of Flowers with arches of colourful blooms. A glitter and a shimmer shone in Fairies, as the dancers lit up the stage with their starry tiaras and fairy wands.
A memorable presentation came before the interval during the Rhythm of the Tambourines choreographed by Sandra Christian.
A vibrant tap dance performance in My Prerogative.
Oozing confidence, the girls gave a bold, delightful show with smart claps and clicks of their shoes. [Bloggernote: they are talking about us, the tap dancers. Though it was not clear at first. I remembered the the tambourine dancers did not clap with bare hands]
The excitement went up a notch after the break when the older and more seasoned dancers took to the stage.
Naughty and bold were the words for Outrageous while Party was a colourful burst of fun with tunes from the 60’s in which the girls were saucy, naughty but nice.
It wasn’t all about female dan-cers, as little Ronald Tan was a charming little fellow in his dance Le Piccadilly.
Jason Lim’s dedication to fathers, Gone But Not Forgotten, was on a higher level with its melancholic expression.
Johann Strauss’s beautiful tunes accompanied Voices of Spring, where the lavender-clad dancers flitted like butterflies across the stage in this classical ballet.
“We have always worked with themes especially when presenting a show to raise awareness but this year, it’s all about happiness and just a pure expression of dance,” said FAB’s veteran principal of 38 years Lee Lee Lan.
“We love sharing our joy of dancing across borders where our dancers have performed in Europe and Asia. Proceeds from the Dance Extra-vaganza this year will go toward the Kiwanis Club of Bukit Bandaraya for their aid towards various educational needs of urban poor children.
A picture of grace and beauty in Waltz of Flowers in which the dancers twirled around with flower-entwined hoops.
“Through the years, we have witnessed FAB’s evolution from offering pure classical ballet to modern dance, hip-hop and even dancing for senior citizens.
“Dance is a timeless expression of the self. There is nothing like dancing that balances and brings out the best of both the left and the right sides of our brains. Hence, our dancers range from just two and a half to 80 years old!”
© 1995-2005 Star Publications (Malaysia) Bhd (Co No 10894-D)
Remember my last last posting where I spoke about being involved in a tap performance? Well, here is the newspaper article on it (you won't see me in it as the picture only focused on the centre-side dancers but you get to see some of the dancers and the kind of costumes we were wearing) and also a link to the video if you are interested. Cheers!
Talk about the power of the press, even though this is, IMHO, not a review proper. :P
This is the video-site
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The Star Online > Central
Thursday August 25, 2005
Dance expression best conveyed with passion, pride
Story and photos by CHIN MUI YOON
NOTHING quite quickens the heart and captures the imagination the way dancing does!
There are many expressions of dance and the Federal Academy of Ballet (FAB) believes that the best way is to convey it with passion and pride.
Its recent annual Dance Extravaganza 2005 was staged to full crowds over the recent weekend at the Civic Centre in Petaling Jaya.
The girls are seductive and naughty in Outrageous wearing sheer black veils and sexy outfits.
Some 600 members from FAB’s five dance centres treated parents and guests to a graceful spectacle of performances.
They represented the full spectrum of dances offered by the centre – ballet, modern, tap, jazz and hip-hop.
The youngest dancers kicked off the show with their graceful flights into realms of springtime splendour, of swans, fairies and flowers.
Lovely ballerinas in Voices of Spring.Wearing turquoise tutus, the little dancers performing Horn Concerto were absolutely adorable while Colours in the Wind had the older girls painting the stage in swirls of brilliant orange and green.
Flowers and ballerinas blended beautifully as seen in the Flower Girls presented by 13 children and Waltz of Flowers with arches of colourful blooms. A glitter and a shimmer shone in Fairies, as the dancers lit up the stage with their starry tiaras and fairy wands.
A memorable presentation came before the interval during the Rhythm of the Tambourines choreographed by Sandra Christian.
A vibrant tap dance performance in My Prerogative.
Oozing confidence, the girls gave a bold, delightful show with smart claps and clicks of their shoes. [Bloggernote: they are talking about us, the tap dancers. Though it was not clear at first. I remembered the the tambourine dancers did not clap with bare hands]
The excitement went up a notch after the break when the older and more seasoned dancers took to the stage.
Naughty and bold were the words for Outrageous while Party was a colourful burst of fun with tunes from the 60’s in which the girls were saucy, naughty but nice.
It wasn’t all about female dan-cers, as little Ronald Tan was a charming little fellow in his dance Le Piccadilly.
Jason Lim’s dedication to fathers, Gone But Not Forgotten, was on a higher level with its melancholic expression.
Johann Strauss’s beautiful tunes accompanied Voices of Spring, where the lavender-clad dancers flitted like butterflies across the stage in this classical ballet.
“We have always worked with themes especially when presenting a show to raise awareness but this year, it’s all about happiness and just a pure expression of dance,” said FAB’s veteran principal of 38 years Lee Lee Lan.
“We love sharing our joy of dancing across borders where our dancers have performed in Europe and Asia. Proceeds from the Dance Extra-vaganza this year will go toward the Kiwanis Club of Bukit Bandaraya for their aid towards various educational needs of urban poor children.
A picture of grace and beauty in Waltz of Flowers in which the dancers twirled around with flower-entwined hoops.“Through the years, we have witnessed FAB’s evolution from offering pure classical ballet to modern dance, hip-hop and even dancing for senior citizens.
“Dance is a timeless expression of the self. There is nothing like dancing that balances and brings out the best of both the left and the right sides of our brains. Hence, our dancers range from just two and a half to 80 years old!”
© 1995-2005 Star Publications (Malaysia) Bhd (Co No 10894-D)
When a father have sex with a daughter (or vice-versa according to the sharia rulings on incest)
I first heard this story when attending the Sharia workshop that I had blogged about previously. I know that this happens some time ago and most probably many have heard of it. For a few months earlier this year, I stuck my head under the sand in order to concentrate on the first drafts of my thesis and only started catching up on things sometime in June. So here is the link to it
http://www.muslimaccess.com/articles/Women/rape_zina_in_islam.asp
Hearing about it incensed me. Firstly, do you think that rape always have to be brutal? Do you think that one might not actually feel physical pleasure even when one is psychologically scarred during the incident, if it IS the aim of the perpetrator to make you FEEL pleasure? How do you think that two perfect strangers, with no love or attachment to one another, can actually still have sex and enjoy it?!? When one discusses, forget about talking about it MERELy as a violent crime. yes, some rape ARE perpetrated as a means to degrade women (and even men). Some are committed by psychotic men with a hang-up but by means not all. But I doubt paedophiles sexually abuse minors for that reason. In cases of incest, it is not necessarily that the father who rapes the daughter would go around raping all other girls of her age group in the village. Perhaps, we should see that rape can be perpetrated because of obsession with an illicit desire. A desire to break taboos, screw the consequence. Perhaps, other than merely throwing these perpetrators to jail, since they are already jailed under tax-payers money (not to mention us financing the people who canes them), why not have psychologists and anthropologists study more of what motivates them to do what they do? There have been much studies done in the west on this, and from my observation (though this is not necessarily concrete as I have not researched this in greater detail), incests happen relatively often in small, closed (and perhaps repressive) communities. Not that it doesn't happen in big cities. Of course not. But, when one has less options, what does one do? Especially in rural areas. Freud and a few other psychoanalysts have discussed incest obssession. One wonders about men who decide to take wives around the age of their daughers. Is that not merely a vicarious enactment of an incest fantasy?
By saying that a girl enjoys sex with her father(especially a village teenaged girl who is most probably not very exposed to the idea of sex itself), even if her body SEEMS to say that she does (when she mentally DOES NOT), is similar to justifying an industry of pornography that feeds the fantasy of incest/incest-rape.
Perhaps I'll write an article on this later, once I have the time to do better and more concrete research. Rather than it being totally my personal opinions. (:
On a slightly different vein, read this ht
Why do we let a few ignorant and most probably misogynistic group of men dominate the way laws are enacted and therefore make Islam an ugly religion to people who are nots its adherents? Oh, btw, apparently, who is IN or OUTSIDE Islam is apparently disputable. But more on this later. (:
http://www.muslimaccess.com/articles/Women/rape_zina_in_islam.asp
Hearing about it incensed me. Firstly, do you think that rape always have to be brutal? Do you think that one might not actually feel physical pleasure even when one is psychologically scarred during the incident, if it IS the aim of the perpetrator to make you FEEL pleasure? How do you think that two perfect strangers, with no love or attachment to one another, can actually still have sex and enjoy it?!? When one discusses, forget about talking about it MERELy as a violent crime. yes, some rape ARE perpetrated as a means to degrade women (and even men). Some are committed by psychotic men with a hang-up but by means not all. But I doubt paedophiles sexually abuse minors for that reason. In cases of incest, it is not necessarily that the father who rapes the daughter would go around raping all other girls of her age group in the village. Perhaps, we should see that rape can be perpetrated because of obsession with an illicit desire. A desire to break taboos, screw the consequence. Perhaps, other than merely throwing these perpetrators to jail, since they are already jailed under tax-payers money (not to mention us financing the people who canes them), why not have psychologists and anthropologists study more of what motivates them to do what they do? There have been much studies done in the west on this, and from my observation (though this is not necessarily concrete as I have not researched this in greater detail), incests happen relatively often in small, closed (and perhaps repressive) communities. Not that it doesn't happen in big cities. Of course not. But, when one has less options, what does one do? Especially in rural areas. Freud and a few other psychoanalysts have discussed incest obssession. One wonders about men who decide to take wives around the age of their daughers. Is that not merely a vicarious enactment of an incest fantasy?
By saying that a girl enjoys sex with her father(especially a village teenaged girl who is most probably not very exposed to the idea of sex itself), even if her body SEEMS to say that she does (when she mentally DOES NOT), is similar to justifying an industry of pornography that feeds the fantasy of incest/incest-rape.
Perhaps I'll write an article on this later, once I have the time to do better and more concrete research. Rather than it being totally my personal opinions. (:
On a slightly different vein, read this ht
Why do we let a few ignorant and most probably misogynistic group of men dominate the way laws are enacted and therefore make Islam an ugly religion to people who are nots its adherents? Oh, btw, apparently, who is IN or OUTSIDE Islam is apparently disputable. But more on this later. (:
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Sharia and Tapping
It was an exceedingly full weekend on Saturday, and a partially-filled one on Sunday, leaving me with little time for relaxation (Taken in snatches on Friday night and Sunday morning-afternoon). However, it was a great weekend. Here's why
1. I attended a workshop on Sharia law and gender, and learnt properly for the first time how Sharia laws are formulated in this country, how fatwa happens and all the details that had been rather hazy all these while. Will perhaps write a bit more on this in time. Not suitable to do so now since I am suppose to be at work (:
2. Finally did the concert for my tap dance, and I hope, well enough to convince my tap teacher to let me join the next level class.
3. Went for notthatbalai exhibition on Sunday evening. Missed the best part of it due to my not having check out the website earlier for details of their various interesting events. As usual, I assumed that it was going to be an ordinary visual art exhibition. My bad.
4. Went to some friends' birthday party that lasted all the way til midnight (and hence suffered a little of its effect by being late for work on Monday morning)
And oh, the British Council in Malaysia is having their Celebrate Scotland festival now so check out their website for more details. Maybe some might say that this is another cultural invasion by those damn Brits, though the Scottish, having been historically disenfranchised by the Anglo Saxons, cannot be blame for neo-colonialism (if they've never had the chance to colonise in the first place). Correct me if I am wrong.
A nobel laureate is coming to town but not sure what's gonna happen when he is around. Still waiting for news.
Will write more about that Sharia thing and maybe write more bout my tap dancing experience once I've successfully advance a level. (:
1. I attended a workshop on Sharia law and gender, and learnt properly for the first time how Sharia laws are formulated in this country, how fatwa happens and all the details that had been rather hazy all these while. Will perhaps write a bit more on this in time. Not suitable to do so now since I am suppose to be at work (:
2. Finally did the concert for my tap dance, and I hope, well enough to convince my tap teacher to let me join the next level class.
3. Went for notthatbalai exhibition on Sunday evening. Missed the best part of it due to my not having check out the website earlier for details of their various interesting events. As usual, I assumed that it was going to be an ordinary visual art exhibition. My bad.
4. Went to some friends' birthday party that lasted all the way til midnight (and hence suffered a little of its effect by being late for work on Monday morning)
And oh, the British Council in Malaysia is having their Celebrate Scotland festival now so check out their website for more details. Maybe some might say that this is another cultural invasion by those damn Brits, though the Scottish, having been historically disenfranchised by the Anglo Saxons, cannot be blame for neo-colonialism (if they've never had the chance to colonise in the first place). Correct me if I am wrong.
A nobel laureate is coming to town but not sure what's gonna happen when he is around. Still waiting for news.
Will write more about that Sharia thing and maybe write more bout my tap dancing experience once I've successfully advance a level. (:
Saturday, August 13, 2005
The danger of publishing your website in a different language
Hi again,
A follow-up to my last post. Read this
http://www.wintranslation.com/articles/art01_0001_dangers.html
I never knew that there are translation memory tools until I went to this website so looks like it is time to check that out.
A follow-up to my last post. Read this
http://www.wintranslation.com/articles/art01_0001_dangers.html
I never knew that there are translation memory tools until I went to this website so looks like it is time to check that out.
Lack of South East Asia Language translator?
I personally believe, and I will later use facts and figures (such 'objective' measurements!), that the number of its users and its hegemony within the information-cyber network determines the availability/probability of the language being included in the list of web language translation tools. It is definitely difficult to find any that allows you to translate Malay to English, and the only website listed as being able to do so is not available. Let me know if any of you out there could enter because I sure can't from home. Reason for doing this is because I am curious to see how my Malay articles will look like once subjected to the machinations and polishing of natural language computational tools. Being highly interested in how intuitive language can translate itself into language AIs, I hope to later pursue my studies in this area.
Looks like, for now, I have to personally translate my Malay articles into English since I cannot afford to pay a good translator to do the dirty work for me. (:
Looks like, for now, I have to personally translate my Malay articles into English since I cannot afford to pay a good translator to do the dirty work for me. (:
Thursday, August 11, 2005
The plight of the comfort women
Taking a break from the state of emergency that is Malaysia and to look further afield :
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/4749467.stm
In recent years, whole monographs have been written about the plight of these women, and I see it as another form of Holocaust of East Asian women (and also a few non-Asians who were trapped within the gulag). As quoted in the news, when you know you are going to die anyway, you have nothing to lose.
Will write more on this issue when I have the time. Might upload more materials on this in the wing dedicated to women's issues
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/4749467.stm
In recent years, whole monographs have been written about the plight of these women, and I see it as another form of Holocaust of East Asian women (and also a few non-Asians who were trapped within the gulag). As quoted in the news, when you know you are going to die anyway, you have nothing to lose.
Will write more on this issue when I have the time. Might upload more materials on this in the wing dedicated to women's issues
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Some interesting links and food for thought
For any would-be historian interested in the May 13, 1969 incident in Malaysia (there is more that could be said about it), and who would like to add their two cents, Wikipeadie offers such an option
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/May_13th_Incident
I've read this interesting article in Malaysiakini about Cyberjaya and what its semiotical implication. I am working in Cyberjaya now and can see it for what it really is, and this article will definitely enlighten the drones working/not working in this 'pastoral' techie 'haven'. Not wanting to divest Malaysiakini of its earnings, I suggest that you pay a few ringgit of subscription (for one month/day) and go read it.After all, you can afford to spend ringgits on a cup of cappuccino.
For readers from other countries, Cyberjaya is a satellite township created by the Malaysian government in their impatience to promote a township governed by high-end technology and multi-media facilities. It has now become a wasteland of 'high-tech' factories and building grounds for cost-cutting multinationals who want to take advantage of its 'flexible' offerings, usually to the detriment of the poor employees, with a mortgage and car to pay off
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/May_13th_Incident
I've read this interesting article in Malaysiakini about Cyberjaya and what its semiotical implication. I am working in Cyberjaya now and can see it for what it really is, and this article will definitely enlighten the drones working/not working in this 'pastoral' techie 'haven'. Not wanting to divest Malaysiakini of its earnings, I suggest that you pay a few ringgit of subscription (for one month/day) and go read it.After all, you can afford to spend ringgits on a cup of cappuccino.
For readers from other countries, Cyberjaya is a satellite township created by the Malaysian government in their impatience to promote a township governed by high-end technology and multi-media facilities. It has now become a wasteland of 'high-tech' factories and building grounds for cost-cutting multinationals who want to take advantage of its 'flexible' offerings, usually to the detriment of the poor employees, with a mortgage and car to pay off
Worsening conditions in Malaysia
No. 1 We're gonna be shrouded in haze for the rest of the next two months. Is there a way of escaping? I might try leaving the Klang Valley for 1 1/2 weeks in Sept that I am off and hopefully things will be better when I come back. And it is not likely that they will release the API readings. You think tourists will come to a country where their health is likely to be jeopardised? Maybe the foolhardy and the ignorant would.
And if they are not declaring an emergency, I soon will go to the clinic and get MCs for the next 1 week. I am allergic to bad air.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2005/8/10/nation/11727033&sec=nation
No.2 The state of Perlis in Malaysia has made it easier for Muslim men to get second wives without their first wives' consent and they are making no apologies about it.
http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2005/8/10/nation/11728443&sec=nation
And if they are not declaring an emergency, I soon will go to the clinic and get MCs for the next 1 week. I am allergic to bad air.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2005/8/10/nation/11727033&sec=nation
No.2 The state of Perlis in Malaysia has made it easier for Muslim men to get second wives without their first wives' consent and they are making no apologies about it.
http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2005/8/10/nation/11728443&sec=nation
Friday, August 05, 2005
An academic crisis or multiply-layered hyprocrisy? -and an aside
Food for thought from the blog of late journalist, Steven Vincent.
In what particular description on how women are forced to abide to the rule of wearing abiyas, it has always been the norm in many places in Malaysia, including universities, to regulate the dressing of their students. Perhaps those who had studied abroad and never had to use the libraries or any of the facilities here might never had encountered this issue. Basically, clothes that I can wear to work (in an environment that is not strictly corporate) are not allowed in the hallowed grounds of the universities in this country. Or else, you will be accused of wearing clothes that are "menjolok mata" (I believe an apt translation would be "intoxicating" though that is not a direct translation. Basically, you might not even be wearing anything sexy, but show too much of a flesh (like forgetting to include sleeves to your garb) will have the moral vanguards go into an apoplexy. I've been told off a few times within the grounds of a local university just because I failed to look "decent" by their standards. Perhaps I'll buy a head-scarf and wear it TO university just to make a political statement. Though I am sure that will go over their heads and they will accuse me of insulting their religion.
It's not the religion that's very problematic here. It's the practitioners.
I am currently reading up on masculinities and femininities in preparation of writing the fourth chapter of my thesis. THe first two chapters came back from my supervisor with much comments which I will have to focus closely on as I restructure and fine tune my arguments. Reading up some basic tenets on critical writing posted by my friend here.
Pretty elementary for those already practising them but reading through the links there provided very necessary reminders to myself. Theoretical knowledge is one thing, but when one puts these into practice, one still encounter the pitfalls one is warned against unless one consciously bears these rules in mind as one writes. A poorly formulated argument can basically destroy whatever great theories you have thought out, as I have encountered again and again. There is a tendency to be sloppy and I have to always force myself, again and again, to be highly critical and meticulous in whatever I write, especially when it comes to more scholarly pieces.
In what particular description on how women are forced to abide to the rule of wearing abiyas, it has always been the norm in many places in Malaysia, including universities, to regulate the dressing of their students. Perhaps those who had studied abroad and never had to use the libraries or any of the facilities here might never had encountered this issue. Basically, clothes that I can wear to work (in an environment that is not strictly corporate) are not allowed in the hallowed grounds of the universities in this country. Or else, you will be accused of wearing clothes that are "menjolok mata" (I believe an apt translation would be "intoxicating" though that is not a direct translation. Basically, you might not even be wearing anything sexy, but show too much of a flesh (like forgetting to include sleeves to your garb) will have the moral vanguards go into an apoplexy. I've been told off a few times within the grounds of a local university just because I failed to look "decent" by their standards. Perhaps I'll buy a head-scarf and wear it TO university just to make a political statement. Though I am sure that will go over their heads and they will accuse me of insulting their religion.
It's not the religion that's very problematic here. It's the practitioners.
I am currently reading up on masculinities and femininities in preparation of writing the fourth chapter of my thesis. THe first two chapters came back from my supervisor with much comments which I will have to focus closely on as I restructure and fine tune my arguments. Reading up some basic tenets on critical writing posted by my friend here.
Pretty elementary for those already practising them but reading through the links there provided very necessary reminders to myself. Theoretical knowledge is one thing, but when one puts these into practice, one still encounter the pitfalls one is warned against unless one consciously bears these rules in mind as one writes. A poorly formulated argument can basically destroy whatever great theories you have thought out, as I have encountered again and again. There is a tendency to be sloppy and I have to always force myself, again and again, to be highly critical and meticulous in whatever I write, especially when it comes to more scholarly pieces.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Much ado over
I should have blogged about this earlier but events that happened soon after wedged it momentarily out of my mind. It was about May 13, 1969. Few weeks ago, I was having dinner with some family members, including a grandaunt. Taking that opportunity, I askd her about what she knew about May 13 1969. She told me that there was much conspiracy theory surrounding it. But it was all about politics, nevertheless. Politics of people vying for power and will stop at nothing in order to do it, even if it means settting their own country backwards by 50 to 100 years.
Why did I bring this up? Well, it was in relation to the latest UMNO General Assembly, where the power-play of brown-skinned hegemony is again the trump card. I am not trying to be racist here. I am as brown as the next person in my country. We just come in different shades. It so happen that there is a particular sub-sub-sub group within the various brownies in Malaysia who want to bring the country back to a past where they reign supreme. Even if it means screwing their own brethren. When they speak in a language that is a mere euphemism for Malay supremacy and their stake in this country, they are not speaking for the Malay community. They are speaking for themselves, their personal supremacy.
Read this inteview with John Perkins, the author of "Confessions of an Economic Hitman". I might even go out and buy the book. Crass materialism is the fuel that powers the need for an economic crutch. They want the money but do not want to use their brains to get it. They will come up with rules and goal posts that shifts as long as it serves them while making themselves look righteous. Perhaps, there isn't a great deal of different between the American neo-imperialist rhetoric (or of those in opposition) to the attitudes of even the Liliputians (of which Malaysia's power-hungry group should wear a badge of honour).
On a different note, we need to do a transparency check on people from both sides of the divide, the 'bleeding-heart' leftists and the 'greedy' rightist (I think nobody ever it in this context, no?). This is an interesting post on charity scams, written from an individual's point of view.
Why did I bring this up? Well, it was in relation to the latest UMNO General Assembly, where the power-play of brown-skinned hegemony is again the trump card. I am not trying to be racist here. I am as brown as the next person in my country. We just come in different shades. It so happen that there is a particular sub-sub-sub group within the various brownies in Malaysia who want to bring the country back to a past where they reign supreme. Even if it means screwing their own brethren. When they speak in a language that is a mere euphemism for Malay supremacy and their stake in this country, they are not speaking for the Malay community. They are speaking for themselves, their personal supremacy.
Read this inteview with John Perkins, the author of "Confessions of an Economic Hitman". I might even go out and buy the book. Crass materialism is the fuel that powers the need for an economic crutch. They want the money but do not want to use their brains to get it. They will come up with rules and goal posts that shifts as long as it serves them while making themselves look righteous. Perhaps, there isn't a great deal of different between the American neo-imperialist rhetoric (or of those in opposition) to the attitudes of even the Liliputians (of which Malaysia's power-hungry group should wear a badge of honour).
On a different note, we need to do a transparency check on people from both sides of the divide, the 'bleeding-heart' leftists and the 'greedy' rightist (I think nobody ever it in this context, no?). This is an interesting post on charity scams, written from an individual's point of view.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
A haphazhard weekend
Two things happened over the course of two days.
On Friday, I attended a friend's farewell as she will be leaving for Down Under in a few days time. Despite the incessant rain and a kind of traffic that could put a damper on anyone's mood, it was nice to speak to her and a few people (though the number of people there made it impossible to have a proper conversation with anyone one person at a time, plus I had to rush off not long after to do an emergency errand). I hope that when slower days are here, I will be able to take my time about things instead of rushing here and there.
Speaking of rushing, I spent the first part of the day yesterday working on my dissertation Chap 3. I am reading Plath's letters (I have yet to finish them as she is such a prolific letter writer). I realise that I will not finish at least 40% of them by the time I complete my dissertation. It is difficult seeing that I still have a full-time job to go to until at least next month. I have until the end of the month to see how things will turn out for me in a month or two to come.
In the evening, I did as quick a grooming as I can but was still late for my dear friends' wedding. It is surreal to have a friend travel halfway across the world to his bride's home country and still have a remarkably big wedding. Not grand by Malaysian standards but grand enough seeing the limited time there is to prepare for it. If it had been me, I would have just hired a wedding planner and let him or her do all the dirty work for me. My hats off to these two great people and I pray that their lives together will be wonderful, and I hope to visit them in the country they have decided to make their home, at least for now.
Dance rehearsals are going on fine. We are pacing ourselves well. Many might not know that I am into a particular dance form since I hardly blog about the more personal aspect of my life except when it has already become public. (: I will publicise more about it the next month so for those of you reading this, come back in by the second week of August to check. I am not performing anything humungous since I am a relative beginner and already have a schedule that is rather tight. I do WANT to have a breather between things. Unlike many of my other super-duper friends, I do not relish a very hectic lifestyle. Been there and done that in my younger years. No wish to repeat it except when absolutely necessary.
Cheers all!
On Friday, I attended a friend's farewell as she will be leaving for Down Under in a few days time. Despite the incessant rain and a kind of traffic that could put a damper on anyone's mood, it was nice to speak to her and a few people (though the number of people there made it impossible to have a proper conversation with anyone one person at a time, plus I had to rush off not long after to do an emergency errand). I hope that when slower days are here, I will be able to take my time about things instead of rushing here and there.
Speaking of rushing, I spent the first part of the day yesterday working on my dissertation Chap 3. I am reading Plath's letters (I have yet to finish them as she is such a prolific letter writer). I realise that I will not finish at least 40% of them by the time I complete my dissertation. It is difficult seeing that I still have a full-time job to go to until at least next month. I have until the end of the month to see how things will turn out for me in a month or two to come.
In the evening, I did as quick a grooming as I can but was still late for my dear friends' wedding. It is surreal to have a friend travel halfway across the world to his bride's home country and still have a remarkably big wedding. Not grand by Malaysian standards but grand enough seeing the limited time there is to prepare for it. If it had been me, I would have just hired a wedding planner and let him or her do all the dirty work for me. My hats off to these two great people and I pray that their lives together will be wonderful, and I hope to visit them in the country they have decided to make their home, at least for now.
Dance rehearsals are going on fine. We are pacing ourselves well. Many might not know that I am into a particular dance form since I hardly blog about the more personal aspect of my life except when it has already become public. (: I will publicise more about it the next month so for those of you reading this, come back in by the second week of August to check. I am not performing anything humungous since I am a relative beginner and already have a schedule that is rather tight. I do WANT to have a breather between things. Unlike many of my other super-duper friends, I do not relish a very hectic lifestyle. Been there and done that in my younger years. No wish to repeat it except when absolutely necessary.
Cheers all!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Muslim communities living at the edge
They have identified the young men involved with the bombings in London. We have hope that they might not be muslims again, but yet again, they have proven themselves dependable in this area. Sigh. Looks like interfaith dialogues are now going to go on in a midst of suspicion and mistrust. The fact that more young people are drawn to extremism (from neo-Nazism to extremist cults) in this age is really scary. Even many countries, including the one I am living in, it is the young ones we should start fearing, not the older folks who are already on their way out.
Guardian featured a section with photos and captions on the dead and missing from the bombings.
Here is an interesting article by Madeleine Bunting on the failure of multiculturalism in Britain. I am sure in weeks to come, there would be more articles on this.
AS it is, should one look at any academic fellowships in offer now, especially by the First world countries, they are HIGHLY interested in funding anyone involved in interfaith (which usually reads Islamic faith) and Islamic studies.
I for one got highly interested in Islam after 2001, though I have had my curiosities about the religion prior to that. But, I was never actively reading up on it until post 9/11. I'll blame it on the late Edward Said (poor guy be turning in his grave). (:
Guardian featured a section with photos and captions on the dead and missing from the bombings.
Here is an interesting article by Madeleine Bunting on the failure of multiculturalism in Britain. I am sure in weeks to come, there would be more articles on this.
AS it is, should one look at any academic fellowships in offer now, especially by the First world countries, they are HIGHLY interested in funding anyone involved in interfaith (which usually reads Islamic faith) and Islamic studies.
I for one got highly interested in Islam after 2001, though I have had my curiosities about the religion prior to that. But, I was never actively reading up on it until post 9/11. I'll blame it on the late Edward Said (poor guy be turning in his grave). (:
smoking us out -SOS
Travelling to work everyday, close to 30kms everyday (one way), to the south of Selangor, near the borders of Negeri Sembilan, acquaints me with the various vehicles that follow the same route. Sometimes, you will meet with the same motorcycles cars commuting between KL and Negeri Sembilan should you be travelling within the same hour.
One of the most disturbing sight for me up to now, would be old fashion lorries which are still using exremely hazardous gas inducing engines and pipes. Should you be unfortunate enough to travel behind a lorry in a two-wheeler, or three-wheeler, you will be choked by the amount of concentrated carbon monoxide and nitrous oxide produced, slowly poisoned and left to die a slow and painful death before old age. It is time that the country allows individuals to sue lorry companies that repeatedly refuse to update their lorries into engines that consume fuel more efficiently and give off less poisonous products to the hapless trees and biosphere it happens to inhabit.
We need to take action and bombard the Ministry of Entrepreneurial and Cooperation Development with our complains so that they will stop issuing permits to companies that steadfastly REFUSE to do anything about their poisonous moving trucks.
Can any enlighten reader point me to a website that contains the latest information on smoke emissions and its impact on the environment? I would like to write a letter to this Ministry and put forward my complaint. Is anyone doing it already?
Start today and take down all the LKPK numbers of lorries that you see emitting horrible amount of smoke and submit them to the LKPK complaints bureau. Website is give in the link above.
One of the most disturbing sight for me up to now, would be old fashion lorries which are still using exremely hazardous gas inducing engines and pipes. Should you be unfortunate enough to travel behind a lorry in a two-wheeler, or three-wheeler, you will be choked by the amount of concentrated carbon monoxide and nitrous oxide produced, slowly poisoned and left to die a slow and painful death before old age. It is time that the country allows individuals to sue lorry companies that repeatedly refuse to update their lorries into engines that consume fuel more efficiently and give off less poisonous products to the hapless trees and biosphere it happens to inhabit.
We need to take action and bombard the Ministry of Entrepreneurial and Cooperation Development with our complains so that they will stop issuing permits to companies that steadfastly REFUSE to do anything about their poisonous moving trucks.
Can any enlighten reader point me to a website that contains the latest information on smoke emissions and its impact on the environment? I would like to write a letter to this Ministry and put forward my complaint. Is anyone doing it already?
Start today and take down all the LKPK numbers of lorries that you see emitting horrible amount of smoke and submit them to the LKPK complaints bureau. Website is give in the link above.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
London bombings
I am sadden by this. Not because it is happening in a developed country, but by its premonition. Could it be that what has been written in the book of Revelations in the bible is about to pass?
More later...
More later...
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Reading to an audience at the Doppelganger open mic
It was a great feeling, though I was extremely nervous when I was called to come forward. That was not helped by a rather glowy introduction that forces the onus on me to perform well.
Thank the Lord that is was painless.
Amen
Thank the Lord that is was painless.
Amen
Sunday, July 03, 2005
G8 summit and the L8 concert
There is much excitement about two events that are going on tandem, the first being an extremely important one in world history and would be watched with bated breath by pundits and lay people alike (that is laypeople who are interested), and the second would be joined by those with or without much clue as to its aim. Even on the twenty-first century, we still find that the most powerful people in the world tend to be men. Many feminists argued that it has to do with the political and social structure, and the socialisation of the two different sexes. But I think it has to do with the fact that through history, there are very few women who could provide the sort of role models in the way that men have, and many an ambitious woman find it difficult to emulate the existing examples available to them without sacrificing too much of themselves. Perhaps the men who do are actually sacrificing that which the women are afraid to do?
Anyway, back to the L8 concert, which you can read all about in the major newspapers, most probably in the newspapers of the G8 countries, Canada, France, Germany, Italy, Japan, Russia, the UK and the US. Perhaps a few decades later, we will have more Asian countries (like China and India, but they have to revamp their infrastructural and social weaknessses) who will expand this to G(n) where n = positive integers. Some would argue that it is a a great way of enlisting popular culture to tap into the psyche of the people, hyping it up and making them excited enough to want to travel just to be part of it. Some felt that its glittering affair is a far cry from the abject lives of the Africans they are trying to portray (with the exception of African bandits who amassed their riches through plaguing their people). I hope that the G8 leaders,as many other critics have said, would address the political weakness of many of these African countries. Parts of Africa used to be part of some glorious civilization in the past, but that seems to have disappeared into history. They have the best people whom they can work with to look for better solutions.
And the problem of climate change and environment, I fervently hope that something can be done about it. But just looking to the leaders to act tough on it, while we complacently add to the climate problems is like the cliche pot calling the kettle black. There are many countries in Asia whose citizens are living abject lives, but perhaps no longer to the starvation extent of still so many Africans. I think it is important for the media, and for any public education propagandist, to actually show the REAL reason why African nations are left so far behind. Yet within their nations have produced world-class and world-famous artists, musicians, writers and even scientists, something which many South East Asian countries have yet to achieve.
Perhaps the best way to assess the current way the world works is to look at who are the powerful people who inhabit it. Are they paragon of our values?
I end this post by attaching this leader from Guardian which spells out much of these two events
http://observer.guardian.co.uk/leaders/story/0,6903,1520122,00.html. And whatever the G8 meet and L8 tries to do will be rendered pyrrhic if this continues without accountability
Anyway, back to the L8 concert, which you can read all about in the major newspapers, most probably in the newspapers of the G8 countries, Canada, France, Germany, Italy, Japan, Russia, the UK and the US. Perhaps a few decades later, we will have more Asian countries (like China and India, but they have to revamp their infrastructural and social weaknessses) who will expand this to G(n) where n = positive integers. Some would argue that it is a a great way of enlisting popular culture to tap into the psyche of the people, hyping it up and making them excited enough to want to travel just to be part of it. Some felt that its glittering affair is a far cry from the abject lives of the Africans they are trying to portray (with the exception of African bandits who amassed their riches through plaguing their people). I hope that the G8 leaders,as many other critics have said, would address the political weakness of many of these African countries. Parts of Africa used to be part of some glorious civilization in the past, but that seems to have disappeared into history. They have the best people whom they can work with to look for better solutions.
And the problem of climate change and environment, I fervently hope that something can be done about it. But just looking to the leaders to act tough on it, while we complacently add to the climate problems is like the cliche pot calling the kettle black. There are many countries in Asia whose citizens are living abject lives, but perhaps no longer to the starvation extent of still so many Africans. I think it is important for the media, and for any public education propagandist, to actually show the REAL reason why African nations are left so far behind. Yet within their nations have produced world-class and world-famous artists, musicians, writers and even scientists, something which many South East Asian countries have yet to achieve.
Perhaps the best way to assess the current way the world works is to look at who are the powerful people who inhabit it. Are they paragon of our values?
I end this post by attaching this leader from Guardian which spells out much of these two events
http://observer.guardian.co.uk/leaders/story/0,6903,1520122,00.html. And whatever the G8 meet and L8 tries to do will be rendered pyrrhic if this continues without accountability
Sunday, June 26, 2005
We need more articles like this...
http://www.kakiseni.com/articles/reviews/MDY4OA.html
as most of our discussion of the art scenes in Malaysia tend to be rather bland...
as most of our discussion of the art scenes in Malaysia tend to be rather bland...
Saturday, June 25, 2005
What is to become of us?
And no more sexy clothes for women across the board. So, forget about making Kelantan a target for fashionable clothes (according to fashion magazines) and concentrate on clothes that are in fashion according to the new rules.
I wonder what will the muslim women say to this...looks like their hands are tied now.
And teenagers won't get to wear miniskirts, unlike their mothers. Here is the full post. Sorry, no time to translate to English so try using a web translator if you can't read Malay. (:
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http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/37309
Denda maksima jika tidak pakai tudung di Kelantan
Jun 24, 05 4:28pm
Terjemahan Kerajaan PAS di Kelantan akan mengenakan denda maksium ke atas wanita Islam di negeri itu yang tidak memakai tudung.
Majlis Perbandaran Kota Bharu – ibu negeri Kelantan – akan denda maksima RM50 ke atas mereka yang melakukan kesalahan itu.
“Sudah sampai masanya untuk mengenakan kompaun (denda) maksima. Kami berharap ia akan meningkatkan lagi kesedaran (mengenainya),” kata jurucakap majlis tersebut, Azman Mohamad Daham seperti yang dilaporkan oleh akhbar New Straits Times.
Akhbar itu berkata, 80 wanita, sebahagian besarnya pembantu kedai, telahpun dikenakan denda RM30 sepanjang lima bulan pertama tahun ini.
"Ramai Wanita didapati tidak memakai tudung pada waktu malam dan pada hujung minggu kerana mereka menjangka tidak ada pegawai penguatkuasa bertugas pada waktu itu,” katanya.
Menurutnya, penguatkuasaan akan diteruskan bagi memastikan peraturan memakai tudung itu dipatuhi.
PAS, yang memerintah Kelantan sejak 15 tahun lalu, memperkenalkan peraturan pakaian pada 1995 yang mewajidkan wanita Islam yang bekerja di tempat awam, memakai pakaian yang menutup badan mereka, kecuali tapak tangan dan muka.
Mini skirt dilarang
Pekerja di kalangan wanita bukan Islam pula dilarang memakai mini skirt atau pakaian yang mendedahkan badan mereka.
Sejak itu, majlis perbandaran yang menguatkuasakan peraturan itu, telah mendenda wanita yang tidak memakai tudung dan memberi amaran tidak akan membaharui lesen perniagaan majikan yang pekerja mereka tidak mematuhinya.
PAS, yang mahu menubuhkan negara Islam di Malaysia, telah memperkenalkan banyak peraturan di Kelantan.
Ini termasuklah larangan membuka salon uniseks, tempat urut dan majlis menyanyi dan menari di tempat terbuka. PAS juga menggalakkan wanita Islam supaya tidak memakai gincu.
Bagaimanapun, parti itu kehilangan Terengganu kepada Barisan Nasional (BN) dalam pilihanraya umum tahun lalu, selepas berkuasa selama satu penggal.
Dalam pilihanraya umum itu juga, BN hampir merampas Kelantan daripada PAS apabila parti itu hanya mampu mengekalkan kuasanya dengan majoriti tiga kerusi sahaja.
- AFP
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And as this guy rightly says, we do have more pressing concerns, though I disagree with his inability to see that some small things DO MATTER. http://www.geocities.com/ummahonline/suratpembaca/050625shatibi-hampas.htm.. Like whether one has the space to interact to learn the art of respecting each other. Over repression of freedom lead to much ugly undercurrents, as Victorian history, and extremist Muslim countries (and Christian countries, though the latter don't really exist in a big scale today),clearly show.
However, if we should be concerned with more pressing matters of the country, why is everyone more interested in petty matters like whether women would or would not cover themselves?? Couldn't they decide that for themselves or do we need to hark back to the age when women are considered, inspite of all their education, too stupid to think for themselves (sounds very Nietzschean)?
I wonder what will the muslim women say to this...looks like their hands are tied now.
And teenagers won't get to wear miniskirts, unlike their mothers. Here is the full post. Sorry, no time to translate to English so try using a web translator if you can't read Malay. (:
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http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/37309
Denda maksima jika tidak pakai tudung di Kelantan
Jun 24, 05 4:28pm
Terjemahan Kerajaan PAS di Kelantan akan mengenakan denda maksium ke atas wanita Islam di negeri itu yang tidak memakai tudung.
Majlis Perbandaran Kota Bharu – ibu negeri Kelantan – akan denda maksima RM50 ke atas mereka yang melakukan kesalahan itu.
“Sudah sampai masanya untuk mengenakan kompaun (denda) maksima. Kami berharap ia akan meningkatkan lagi kesedaran (mengenainya),” kata jurucakap majlis tersebut, Azman Mohamad Daham seperti yang dilaporkan oleh akhbar New Straits Times.
Akhbar itu berkata, 80 wanita, sebahagian besarnya pembantu kedai, telahpun dikenakan denda RM30 sepanjang lima bulan pertama tahun ini.
"Ramai Wanita didapati tidak memakai tudung pada waktu malam dan pada hujung minggu kerana mereka menjangka tidak ada pegawai penguatkuasa bertugas pada waktu itu,” katanya.
Menurutnya, penguatkuasaan akan diteruskan bagi memastikan peraturan memakai tudung itu dipatuhi.
PAS, yang memerintah Kelantan sejak 15 tahun lalu, memperkenalkan peraturan pakaian pada 1995 yang mewajidkan wanita Islam yang bekerja di tempat awam, memakai pakaian yang menutup badan mereka, kecuali tapak tangan dan muka.
Mini skirt dilarang
Pekerja di kalangan wanita bukan Islam pula dilarang memakai mini skirt atau pakaian yang mendedahkan badan mereka.
Sejak itu, majlis perbandaran yang menguatkuasakan peraturan itu, telah mendenda wanita yang tidak memakai tudung dan memberi amaran tidak akan membaharui lesen perniagaan majikan yang pekerja mereka tidak mematuhinya.
PAS, yang mahu menubuhkan negara Islam di Malaysia, telah memperkenalkan banyak peraturan di Kelantan.
Ini termasuklah larangan membuka salon uniseks, tempat urut dan majlis menyanyi dan menari di tempat terbuka. PAS juga menggalakkan wanita Islam supaya tidak memakai gincu.
Bagaimanapun, parti itu kehilangan Terengganu kepada Barisan Nasional (BN) dalam pilihanraya umum tahun lalu, selepas berkuasa selama satu penggal.
Dalam pilihanraya umum itu juga, BN hampir merampas Kelantan daripada PAS apabila parti itu hanya mampu mengekalkan kuasanya dengan majoriti tiga kerusi sahaja.
- AFP
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And as this guy rightly says, we do have more pressing concerns, though I disagree with his inability to see that some small things DO MATTER. http://www.geocities.com/ummahonline/suratpembaca/050625shatibi-hampas.htm.. Like whether one has the space to interact to learn the art of respecting each other. Over repression of freedom lead to much ugly undercurrents, as Victorian history, and extremist Muslim countries (and Christian countries, though the latter don't really exist in a big scale today),clearly show.
However, if we should be concerned with more pressing matters of the country, why is everyone more interested in petty matters like whether women would or would not cover themselves?? Couldn't they decide that for themselves or do we need to hark back to the age when women are considered, inspite of all their education, too stupid to think for themselves (sounds very Nietzschean)?
Saturday, June 18, 2005
A thorn to one's flesh...
I remember once when an acquaintance mentioned that once you have achieved the ultimate goal in one life, you can just slide into complacency and no longer worry about achieving excellence. Meaning, as long as the status quo is maintained, there is no need to worry your head about looking for new and greater challenges.
Well, this seems to haunt Malaysia nowadays, in all fields, and especially in academia, where the ethos has always been to strive to be better and better in your field and your job, whatever post you hold. But here, it is a matter of buttering up just to maintain your position. So, all talks of excellence are rattlings of empty vessels, made worse by a fawning media who seemed to take over the roles of spin doctors.
So, has the fact that system make it so easy for one to stay in one position without continuously proving oneself been a source of many flowering talents that just disappear, or has the system actually been the source of the creation such "flowers" who wouldn't had been there in the first place? This seems to range from excelling in public school exams all the way to the top positions in the country.
Even for those with grit and determination, it seems to now require a more extraordinary sort to actually go beyond complacency and delusion of self-grandeur...
Well, this seems to haunt Malaysia nowadays, in all fields, and especially in academia, where the ethos has always been to strive to be better and better in your field and your job, whatever post you hold. But here, it is a matter of buttering up just to maintain your position. So, all talks of excellence are rattlings of empty vessels, made worse by a fawning media who seemed to take over the roles of spin doctors.
So, has the fact that system make it so easy for one to stay in one position without continuously proving oneself been a source of many flowering talents that just disappear, or has the system actually been the source of the creation such "flowers" who wouldn't had been there in the first place? This seems to range from excelling in public school exams all the way to the top positions in the country.
Even for those with grit and determination, it seems to now require a more extraordinary sort to actually go beyond complacency and delusion of self-grandeur...
Friday, June 17, 2005
What's the difference between an A1 and an A2 in Malaysian School Leaving Certificate Exam? The ever *yawn* debate continues
Well, in some ways, I really like the Spectator. They do get some good old-fashion ideas right:-
http://www.spectator.co.uk/article.php?id=6255
http://www.spectator.co.uk/article.php?id=6255
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Little musings on a slow day
Today is a slow day, and the Internet kept going up and down. I just lost a big chunk of what I had written here when I hit the back button. Drat.
I spent most of the time indoor, with the exception of dinner time, when I went out to have a meal of banana leaf rice. In between falling asleep and reading up theoretical works for my thesis, I was catching up on some short stories by a group of American writers. I suggest to everyone who have not, to get a copy of The Oxford Book of American Short Stories edited by Joyce Carol Oates. There, you get to see the various styles of the best of American writers for the last two hundred years. What made them all fantastic were the gripping, beautiful, evocative and imaginative use of words. The most banal becomes sublime.
For a long time, I live half my life imaginatively, within the land of fantasy. Should reality threaten to upheave, the fertility of my thoughts would go into hibernation mode. I remembered, a few years ago, when attempting to study for my Calculus III finales, I found myself building an entire novel in my mind, using conversations and descriptions and vivid images, so much so that I hardly new what of the squiggles on the white sheets had entered into my subconscious. What was worse, I have not even studied much in way of Calculus III prior to that night, and finals was tomorrow. Maybe something did get into my mind, as I managed a C+. That was when I realised that I was not meant to be a mathematician.
AS a physics major, I had to spend a lot of time reading about every aspects of physics. But, I spent even more time reading every aspect of other things, from feminist theories to literature. It seems that I spent most of my hols reading everything, including Literature, except physics. And I love Literature to death, so much so that I did electives in it. I read politics, psychology and other humanity fields, but Literature was always an area that excited me most. Perhaps, I unconsciously realised that I was never going to be a professional physicist. Nor did I think my grades would make me a good one anyway. Maybe that's why I am doing Literature now. Now and then, I still wistfully think about physics.
This is like choosing between two persons, two that you love. You are in love forever and a day with the first person, feeling secure and whole in him or her. Suddenly, someone comes a long and you find your life going into turmoil. Passion ignited and your heart ache. A feeling is kindled that you have not felt before, or have not felt in a long time, or had not felt as strongly. What do you do then? But, you aren't sure if this is a passing fancy, a probably infatuation, or lasting love.
You are not certain...
I spent most of the time indoor, with the exception of dinner time, when I went out to have a meal of banana leaf rice. In between falling asleep and reading up theoretical works for my thesis, I was catching up on some short stories by a group of American writers. I suggest to everyone who have not, to get a copy of The Oxford Book of American Short Stories edited by Joyce Carol Oates. There, you get to see the various styles of the best of American writers for the last two hundred years. What made them all fantastic were the gripping, beautiful, evocative and imaginative use of words. The most banal becomes sublime.
For a long time, I live half my life imaginatively, within the land of fantasy. Should reality threaten to upheave, the fertility of my thoughts would go into hibernation mode. I remembered, a few years ago, when attempting to study for my Calculus III finales, I found myself building an entire novel in my mind, using conversations and descriptions and vivid images, so much so that I hardly new what of the squiggles on the white sheets had entered into my subconscious. What was worse, I have not even studied much in way of Calculus III prior to that night, and finals was tomorrow. Maybe something did get into my mind, as I managed a C+. That was when I realised that I was not meant to be a mathematician.
AS a physics major, I had to spend a lot of time reading about every aspects of physics. But, I spent even more time reading every aspect of other things, from feminist theories to literature. It seems that I spent most of my hols reading everything, including Literature, except physics. And I love Literature to death, so much so that I did electives in it. I read politics, psychology and other humanity fields, but Literature was always an area that excited me most. Perhaps, I unconsciously realised that I was never going to be a professional physicist. Nor did I think my grades would make me a good one anyway. Maybe that's why I am doing Literature now. Now and then, I still wistfully think about physics.
This is like choosing between two persons, two that you love. You are in love forever and a day with the first person, feeling secure and whole in him or her. Suddenly, someone comes a long and you find your life going into turmoil. Passion ignited and your heart ache. A feeling is kindled that you have not felt before, or have not felt in a long time, or had not felt as strongly. What do you do then? But, you aren't sure if this is a passing fancy, a probably infatuation, or lasting love.
You are not certain...
Monday, June 06, 2005
Petty affairs that preoccupy a petty country
I try to be proud of Malaysia. I am proud of Malaysia as a land but the ongoing drama of pettiness that has become so ingrained in its culture made me want to stick my head in the sand. Oh (blasphemous phrase), looks like we are still very much coolie mentality. The British never left us, they just went and hide and snigger while we all make a fool of ourselves. Wanna know what I mean? Just go look at the country's media (but then, who wants to bother with the pettiness that is Malaysia, right?). Maybe best if you read could check out the letters section of http://www.malaysiakini.com since it's free and you can more or less figure out what's going on from reading the many responses. In a country that likes to believe that it lives by the maxim, "Kepimpinan Melalu Teladan" (Leadership by Example) has turned into a nightmare of "Turutan melalui Paksaan" (Do it or else...)
In a way, I have to feel sorry for the majority of people living in this coconut shell country. They have no idea...
Read this and this and the whole saga on academia (you will find them easily in the letters section).
That said, I've better buckle down and try my best to complete my dissertation as soon as possible to get out of the local ivory tower...arrrgggh
Why should I bother about human rights in this country when a big percentage of the population aren't even humans...
In a way, I have to feel sorry for the majority of people living in this coconut shell country. They have no idea...
Read this and this and the whole saga on academia (you will find them easily in the letters section).
That said, I've better buckle down and try my best to complete my dissertation as soon as possible to get out of the local ivory tower...arrrgggh
Why should I bother about human rights in this country when a big percentage of the population aren't even humans...
Note from a postcard 3
Lights were lowered, such that one is not distracted by the squashed bodies littering the room, drapping chairs, sofas and floors. Some were quite bohemian, while some are steeped in high-street fashion that is such a rage in Malaysia. This definitely no place to see anyone in folksy garb. Perhaps, when it comes to enjoyment, one will not see a much more multiracial crowd, though mostly speaking the same language. The language of culture, language of communication and language of the body. Curvaceous bodies of wood and plastic, with metal strings, are the stars of the evening, together with their human apparachiks.
Bodies swayed and heads nodded to the rhythm vibrating from the bodaceous neutered creatures, lovingly strummed by men and women, boys and girls. At times, the amplifier threatens to drown out its sometimes mellow and sometimes intense melodies and riffs. Neither whispering heads nor clinking glasses could divert the attention from the performers sitting on the highstool, at the far corner of the room.
The room obeyed the principles of Brownian motion. Bodily vibrations were mostly confined to the occasional jerk when bodies were jammed against each other. The writer wonders about erotic activities that could have been inspired by the penetration of intimate space. Yet, while PV = nRT did not take time into consideration, yet it is probable to plot a graph against the latter, and one would most probably see an exponential decrease between zero and t (where t = time), before plateauing at around 2330.
With the room mostly emptied out, the organisers packed whilst the writer and friends adjourned for supper.
(A review of the first KL Singsong performance launch at La Bodega, Tengkat Tong Shin, KL, on 5th June 2005)
Bodies swayed and heads nodded to the rhythm vibrating from the bodaceous neutered creatures, lovingly strummed by men and women, boys and girls. At times, the amplifier threatens to drown out its sometimes mellow and sometimes intense melodies and riffs. Neither whispering heads nor clinking glasses could divert the attention from the performers sitting on the highstool, at the far corner of the room.
The room obeyed the principles of Brownian motion. Bodily vibrations were mostly confined to the occasional jerk when bodies were jammed against each other. The writer wonders about erotic activities that could have been inspired by the penetration of intimate space. Yet, while PV = nRT did not take time into consideration, yet it is probable to plot a graph against the latter, and one would most probably see an exponential decrease between zero and t (where t = time), before plateauing at around 2330.
With the room mostly emptied out, the organisers packed whilst the writer and friends adjourned for supper.
(A review of the first KL Singsong performance launch at La Bodega, Tengkat Tong Shin, KL, on 5th June 2005)
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Cliches of life
We have this oft repeated statement that your birth, wedding and death are the three most important events in your life.
For the first, we tend to have very little conscious memory, though by digging through the recesses of our cerebral storage, we might find incidents both pleaasant and unpleasant. I have never cease to marvel at the imprints that incidents can make in your mind, and how a trigger can help you recall a smell, a touch, a taste, a sound.
In our early adulthood and for the rest of our lives, we will be getting invites from friends, acquaintances and strangers. From your twenties onwards, especially between mid twenties to mid thirties, you get an influx of wedding invitations from your peers,sometimes in such abundance that you can choose between going to a church wedding, a wedding dinner, a Malay kenduri and Indian temple ceremony within the space of one day. This of course is also the age when everyone will start asking as to when your turn will be. Perhaps it is great to be married, perhaps it is not. As with every part of life, there are ups and downs, boredom and exhilaration.
Then, you get invited to parties celebrating the various stages of their offsprings' infancy.
As your temple starts greying and you are assailed with various minor ailments that often get blown out. When you start worrying about your cholesterol and blood pressure. When you wish your kids would quickly become independent so that you need not be the tree where money grows on. You start reading about your peers in orbituaries. You begin to get an ever increasing amount of funerals to attend just as the wedding invites peter off, with occasional invites from those a decade or more younger than yourself.
You still get invited to parties celebrating the various stages of their offsprings' infancy. Perhaps you do the same with your children and grandchildren, after you capitulated to the conventions of marriage and popped out kids who go on to have kids of their own. Or you might just eschew the entire institution of marriage and adopt your children (or have them out of wedlock), but then, the flexibility of such arrangements depend on your social and economic circumstance. Or you might choose to lead a life of solitude, spouseless and childless.
The circle of life continues as you grow wrinkled and frail. If you are lucky, the Grim Reaper might decide to come before your earthly body fails you completely.
And then, what?
For the first, we tend to have very little conscious memory, though by digging through the recesses of our cerebral storage, we might find incidents both pleaasant and unpleasant. I have never cease to marvel at the imprints that incidents can make in your mind, and how a trigger can help you recall a smell, a touch, a taste, a sound.
In our early adulthood and for the rest of our lives, we will be getting invites from friends, acquaintances and strangers. From your twenties onwards, especially between mid twenties to mid thirties, you get an influx of wedding invitations from your peers,sometimes in such abundance that you can choose between going to a church wedding, a wedding dinner, a Malay kenduri and Indian temple ceremony within the space of one day. This of course is also the age when everyone will start asking as to when your turn will be. Perhaps it is great to be married, perhaps it is not. As with every part of life, there are ups and downs, boredom and exhilaration.
Then, you get invited to parties celebrating the various stages of their offsprings' infancy.
As your temple starts greying and you are assailed with various minor ailments that often get blown out. When you start worrying about your cholesterol and blood pressure. When you wish your kids would quickly become independent so that you need not be the tree where money grows on. You start reading about your peers in orbituaries. You begin to get an ever increasing amount of funerals to attend just as the wedding invites peter off, with occasional invites from those a decade or more younger than yourself.
You still get invited to parties celebrating the various stages of their offsprings' infancy. Perhaps you do the same with your children and grandchildren, after you capitulated to the conventions of marriage and popped out kids who go on to have kids of their own. Or you might just eschew the entire institution of marriage and adopt your children (or have them out of wedlock), but then, the flexibility of such arrangements depend on your social and economic circumstance. Or you might choose to lead a life of solitude, spouseless and childless.
The circle of life continues as you grow wrinkled and frail. If you are lucky, the Grim Reaper might decide to come before your earthly body fails you completely.
And then, what?
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Malaysians against moral policing
Sign here!
http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/mamp
Cheers
Clarissa
http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/mamp
Cheers
Clarissa
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Freedom of Ideas/Information? Forget it!
I received a post not too long ago regarding the banning of the movie "Sweet Sixteen" by Ken Loach (I have yet to seen it but this incident made me want to watch it more!) because it was construed as highly immoral (though one of the lame excuse given was that the heavily accented Scottish language would not be understood by the Malaysian audience. Yeah right. You think we are all frogs living under the coconut hus, is it?) because of its used of explicit expletives (I love pairing words like these!). This coming from a well known academic (well, at least within Malaysia). They, are supposedly our last bastion of enlightenment. We are living in a dark age indeed.
Also, being a minority member of a Muslim society that is becoming succeedingly rigid (it stupefies and worry me that the people who might one day change a progressive thinking society into the bastion of Jumud . Best way to explain this is that it means ignorance and regression into the dark age and has its origin in Arabic) regressivity and probable repression are actually of my own age, some younger, some slightly older. I have actually met some of them, and they personally seemed rather nice. I am sure most people are rather nice, until you attack their ideologies.
Many of the discussions happening tend to happen in the Malay language, so an outsider exploring might not be aware of all that is going on. It seems that many equate liberal interpretation of Islam with hedonism. While I would shy with overly extreme interpretation of any religion, regardless of which end of the spectrum their veer towards, one must realise that there is no way that one can actually no the actual intention of the founder to the dot. We can only approach as close as possible. And as the religion travels through time, there would have been certain amount of additions and deletions to the knowledge, though I know that I would be crucified for saying this by the religion I belong to.
Yet religion shapes the very core of a person's being, so when that gets challenged, they will rise and close ranks to protect themselves from the infidels and the polluters. I wish I have something more substantial to contribute now, but being in the throes of much confusion and needing time to sort it out, I could only offer such generalised views. Perhaps I might be able to say something more cogent a few months from now. One hopes.
In the meantime, keep adding to my comment box. I feel really lonely, you know (:
And ongoing debate that never wanes is that of moral policing. Somehow, this has to do with the need for power. Perhaps it is high time I should read The Prince properly. But I have got another controversial religious scholar to read now. And yes, my ever-unfinished thesis to do :(
Also, being a minority member of a Muslim society that is becoming succeedingly rigid (it stupefies and worry me that the people who might one day change a progressive thinking society into the bastion of Jumud . Best way to explain this is that it means ignorance and regression into the dark age and has its origin in Arabic) regressivity and probable repression are actually of my own age, some younger, some slightly older. I have actually met some of them, and they personally seemed rather nice. I am sure most people are rather nice, until you attack their ideologies.
Many of the discussions happening tend to happen in the Malay language, so an outsider exploring might not be aware of all that is going on. It seems that many equate liberal interpretation of Islam with hedonism. While I would shy with overly extreme interpretation of any religion, regardless of which end of the spectrum their veer towards, one must realise that there is no way that one can actually no the actual intention of the founder to the dot. We can only approach as close as possible. And as the religion travels through time, there would have been certain amount of additions and deletions to the knowledge, though I know that I would be crucified for saying this by the religion I belong to.
Yet religion shapes the very core of a person's being, so when that gets challenged, they will rise and close ranks to protect themselves from the infidels and the polluters. I wish I have something more substantial to contribute now, but being in the throes of much confusion and needing time to sort it out, I could only offer such generalised views. Perhaps I might be able to say something more cogent a few months from now. One hopes.
In the meantime, keep adding to my comment box. I feel really lonely, you know (:
And ongoing debate that never wanes is that of moral policing. Somehow, this has to do with the need for power. Perhaps it is high time I should read The Prince properly. But I have got another controversial religious scholar to read now. And yes, my ever-unfinished thesis to do :(
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
More links on POD
http://www.sfwa.org/beware/printondemand.html
http://www.booksandtales.com/podframeo.htm
Haven't gotten around to looking through them all yet, but will do so later.
Cheers!
http://www.booksandtales.com/podframeo.htm
Haven't gotten around to looking through them all yet, but will do so later.
Cheers!
Best-selling books.
This is for those who make it their business to know the provenance for future best-sellers. Surfers and lurkers are welcome to browse.
http://bookpagebuzz.blogspot.com/
And a newspaper article about a Cambridge student who wrote her first novel while still doing A-levels (The Icarus Girl).
I actually read about it last year but forgot to blog it down, so here is a rather late entry.
AS I have discussed in my earlier postings, I think there are many interesting tales to be told at a local level that could excite an international audience. One needs to know one's audience, the right publisher and most importantly, maybe the right agent?
I've surfed to many sites belong to publishing houses and I can assure you that no big publishing house worth its salt would take on an unrepresented author, unless if you are planning on academic monographs or you are a close kin of the publisher?
And something more recent. I have seen many articles in Malaysian newspapers (I apologise to my international readers who might not care) touting the latest fad in POD (Print on Demand) publishing. Before that, was E-book publishing as a cost-cutting measure for people desperate to get books out (though some established authors have had their books reprinted as an e-book. I know because I'd be asked if I wanted to review e-books published by a big publishing house. Apparently, most book reviewers didn't like that idea). Somehow, I was rather skeptical as to the whole process. With so many books needing my attention, would I want to buy a book promoted by an unknown author when I am inundated with not-so-good books published by major publishing houses (this is my take as a book reviewer). Somehow, I am old-fashion in the sense that by not going through the editorial process, one might somehow end up with an inferior ware. Not every author is born a Virginia Woolf, and even she has her misses.
Anyhow, two articles on E-Publishing and POD might be of interest in light of the above discussion. Somehow, in some ways, POD books just a stone throw away from vanity publishing (or perhaps adjacent to?). However, the concept of printing books on demand might work for more academic or avant garde works that might not find a ready receptive audience. However, I believe it needs to go hand-in-hand with old fashion reviewing and editing. Meaning, find probable subscribers (or reviewers) for the first print run (wasn't that what they used to do in bygone days?), with some extras for just-in-case, then gauge from there and print more in the next runs. But, working in the production line of publishing, I do realise that it can be more cost-effective to sometimes print in bulk, especially paperbacks.
Any takes on this?
http://bookpagebuzz.blogspot.com/
And a newspaper article about a Cambridge student who wrote her first novel while still doing A-levels (The Icarus Girl).
I actually read about it last year but forgot to blog it down, so here is a rather late entry.
AS I have discussed in my earlier postings, I think there are many interesting tales to be told at a local level that could excite an international audience. One needs to know one's audience, the right publisher and most importantly, maybe the right agent?
I've surfed to many sites belong to publishing houses and I can assure you that no big publishing house worth its salt would take on an unrepresented author, unless if you are planning on academic monographs or you are a close kin of the publisher?
And something more recent. I have seen many articles in Malaysian newspapers (I apologise to my international readers who might not care) touting the latest fad in POD (Print on Demand) publishing. Before that, was E-book publishing as a cost-cutting measure for people desperate to get books out (though some established authors have had their books reprinted as an e-book. I know because I'd be asked if I wanted to review e-books published by a big publishing house. Apparently, most book reviewers didn't like that idea). Somehow, I was rather skeptical as to the whole process. With so many books needing my attention, would I want to buy a book promoted by an unknown author when I am inundated with not-so-good books published by major publishing houses (this is my take as a book reviewer). Somehow, I am old-fashion in the sense that by not going through the editorial process, one might somehow end up with an inferior ware. Not every author is born a Virginia Woolf, and even she has her misses.
Anyhow, two articles on E-Publishing and POD might be of interest in light of the above discussion. Somehow, in some ways, POD books just a stone throw away from vanity publishing (or perhaps adjacent to?). However, the concept of printing books on demand might work for more academic or avant garde works that might not find a ready receptive audience. However, I believe it needs to go hand-in-hand with old fashion reviewing and editing. Meaning, find probable subscribers (or reviewers) for the first print run (wasn't that what they used to do in bygone days?), with some extras for just-in-case, then gauge from there and print more in the next runs. But, working in the production line of publishing, I do realise that it can be more cost-effective to sometimes print in bulk, especially paperbacks.
Any takes on this?
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Human cyborg?
It all started with http://202.186.86.35/services/printerfriendly.asp?file=/2005/5/13/nation/10943441.asp&sec=nation
So I did a search and unearth plenty of information about this man who wants to be in one (sync, harmony,) with his computer.
The scientist in me tells me that I should be both excited and sceptical about this. The wanting to realise the pomo (oops, I mean postmodern) dream of syncing the human as being a gentic makeup of ideas with the greatest human creation (well, maybe not that great) sounds like a wet dream to all hardcore nanotechnologists. But of course, there are many sceptics, and I wonder that if he really is a step closer to finding the ultimate cure for Parkinson, why isn't this being shared more widely?
Remember the 'Bad Science' column run by The Guardian? Well, I do wonder if anyone has posted anything on this. Here are some news from Wired
Anyhow, you can always google for it (see, a trademark that has become a ubiquitous verb) yourself. I have captured a link for you under note it. Also, check out http://www.disinfo.com/archive/pages/dossier/id174/pg1/
Have to be careful as to what I do at work today as many big-wigs are around (not that they wear wigs anymore. We need to find a less cthnonic word).
A lot of work out there, both discussing the merits of popularly written science books and badly written science books.
Can someone tell me how I can be a freelance science writer? I've got a degree in science! Anything to get out of this place where everyone above production seems to think that they are doing such important things that the world will come to an end should we fail to satisfy their highnesses requirements, when all of them, up to the highest boss, are merely slaves to the monied beings..called THE CUSTOMERS. Yeah, they pay my salary too. Bleah.
One lesson I learnt from my job... Forget about climbing up the ladder to reach for that eponymous carrot. Trust me, the higher you go, the more likely it will be moved up. Work for your own money and for yourself. Be rich. Then you can dangle everybody's weenies. Yes, even that of the big big big obese boss you once worked for, and do sexist and politically incorrect things.
From a disgruntled employee
So I did a search and unearth plenty of information about this man who wants to be in one (sync, harmony,
The scientist in me tells me that I should be both excited and sceptical about this. The wanting to realise the pomo (oops, I mean postmodern) dream of syncing the human as being a gentic makeup of ideas with the greatest human creation (well, maybe not that great) sounds like a wet dream to all hardcore nanotechnologists. But of course, there are many sceptics, and I wonder that if he really is a step closer to finding the ultimate cure for Parkinson, why isn't this being shared more widely?
Remember the 'Bad Science' column run by The Guardian? Well, I do wonder if anyone has posted anything on this. Here are some news from Wired
Anyhow, you can always google for it (see, a trademark that has become a ubiquitous verb) yourself. I have captured a link for you under note it. Also, check out http://www.disinfo.com/archive/pages/dossier/id174/pg1/
Have to be careful as to what I do at work today as many big-wigs are around (not that they wear wigs anymore. We need to find a less cthnonic word).
A lot of work out there, both discussing the merits of popularly written science books and badly written science books.
Can someone tell me how I can be a freelance science writer? I've got a degree in science! Anything to get out of this place where everyone above production seems to think that they are doing such important things that the world will come to an end should we fail to satisfy their highnesses requirements, when all of them, up to the highest boss, are merely slaves to the monied beings..called THE CUSTOMERS. Yeah, they pay my salary too. Bleah.
One lesson I learnt from my job... Forget about climbing up the ladder to reach for that eponymous carrot. Trust me, the higher you go, the more likely it will be moved up. Work for your own money and for yourself. Be rich. Then you can dangle everybody's weenies. Yes, even that of the big big big obese boss you once worked for, and do sexist and politically incorrect things.
From a disgruntled employee
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
It has been a long week until today...
With three different deadlines, and the dissertation I did not manage to start revising, it had been a very long week.
Managed to complete the first two deadlines, and also migrated my website onto the new server, which has more funky features. As you might notice, the look for the blog has changed slightly. Meaning, there is now an archiving feature for my personal blog. This is to streamline the look and make it less chunky and more searchable. As the year goes on, there would be some changes here and there made to the look of the site. But being the busy person that I am, I can't be bothered to do too much tweaking at a time.
Work is both fine and boring. Have to deal with a lot of administrative and human problems. As well as technical problems. Consolidating amending acts into legislation publications is no fun way to spend the best part of one's day.
I'll write more when I feel less cranky.
Managed to complete the first two deadlines, and also migrated my website onto the new server, which has more funky features. As you might notice, the look for the blog has changed slightly. Meaning, there is now an archiving feature for my personal blog. This is to streamline the look and make it less chunky and more searchable. As the year goes on, there would be some changes here and there made to the look of the site. But being the busy person that I am, I can't be bothered to do too much tweaking at a time.
Work is both fine and boring. Have to deal with a lot of administrative and human problems. As well as technical problems. Consolidating amending acts into legislation publications is no fun way to spend the best part of one's day.
I'll write more when I feel less cranky.
Monday, May 09, 2005
NAM women's meeting
Taken from The Star, 9th May 2005
A good turn-out
DELEGATES from more than 76 countries who have confirmed participation in the NAM Ministerial Meeting on the Advancement of Women (MMAW) in Kuala Lumpur from May 7 to May 10 began arriving on Friday.
As delegates began to converge for registration, security at the Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC), where the meeting is being held, was tightened.
Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil, as host minister, said she was pleased with the good response from NAM member countries towards the meeting.
The main objectives of the two-day meeting, themed “Empowering Women in Facing the Challenges of Globalisation”, are to share experiences among member countries on best practices, achievements, and gaps and challenges in empowering women; and on achieving gender equality, peace and development.
It was preceded by the Senior Officials Meeting (SOM), which was held on Saturday. Chaired by Women, Family and Community Development secretary-general Datuk Faizah Mohd Tahir, the SOM met to draft the Putrajaya Declaration on the Empowerment of Women in NAM countries.
The declaration will be considered for adoption on the second day of the Ministerial Meeting.
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I hope that something good will come out of this meeting.
A good turn-out
DELEGATES from more than 76 countries who have confirmed participation in the NAM Ministerial Meeting on the Advancement of Women (MMAW) in Kuala Lumpur from May 7 to May 10 began arriving on Friday.
As delegates began to converge for registration, security at the Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC), where the meeting is being held, was tightened.
Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil, as host minister, said she was pleased with the good response from NAM member countries towards the meeting.
The main objectives of the two-day meeting, themed “Empowering Women in Facing the Challenges of Globalisation”, are to share experiences among member countries on best practices, achievements, and gaps and challenges in empowering women; and on achieving gender equality, peace and development.
It was preceded by the Senior Officials Meeting (SOM), which was held on Saturday. Chaired by Women, Family and Community Development secretary-general Datuk Faizah Mohd Tahir, the SOM met to draft the Putrajaya Declaration on the Empowerment of Women in NAM countries.
The declaration will be considered for adoption on the second day of the Ministerial Meeting.
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I hope that something good will come out of this meeting.
long weekend
It begun with me falling ill on Thurs. However, I still had to prepare for a presentation which I had to give on Saturday morning. Hence, between long drowses, I managed to scrap up a rough draft of the paper. Helps that I took half day off
Fri morning. On leave because I had lots of admin to take care of, including going to the police station to get my road accident case decision, and have them posted back to the workshop for insurance claim. It was a rather busy Friday. At night, finally managed to get my butt into the hotel where the seminar was going on, with a former lecturer of mine giving a talk on a paper which I had to comment on the next morning. Had to do a lot of fact-checking on what he said, and spent the time flipping through my reference book. After much problems, managed to get a room to stay for the night so that I need not make that arduous journey from home in the early hours of the day the next day.
Saturday was a long day. Talk went well. Many things happened. Shan't talk too much about it now as I am supposed to be working. It resulted on me being sleep deprived on Sunday because I couldn't get enough sleep on Sat ..arrgh
Anyway, now I have to settle down to sober work and earn my keep. Good news is, my univ has reimbursed some of the money I have spent on my dissertation research, which helps to ease the expenditure (especially since reimbursement is not in full). I wish I can get a nice part time job in publishing. Anybody wants to hire me? :/
Also, here is a link to an article I did on philosophy, in Malay. I have the English version. If anyone is interested to read or publish it elsewhere, in English, let me know.
Here is the Malay version Wittgenstein dan Popper: Benarkah Falsafah Mereka Berselisih?
Orite, back to work
Cheers!
Clarissa
Fri morning. On leave because I had lots of admin to take care of, including going to the police station to get my road accident case decision, and have them posted back to the workshop for insurance claim. It was a rather busy Friday. At night, finally managed to get my butt into the hotel where the seminar was going on, with a former lecturer of mine giving a talk on a paper which I had to comment on the next morning. Had to do a lot of fact-checking on what he said, and spent the time flipping through my reference book. After much problems, managed to get a room to stay for the night so that I need not make that arduous journey from home in the early hours of the day the next day.
Saturday was a long day. Talk went well. Many things happened. Shan't talk too much about it now as I am supposed to be working. It resulted on me being sleep deprived on Sunday because I couldn't get enough sleep on Sat ..arrgh
Anyway, now I have to settle down to sober work and earn my keep. Good news is, my univ has reimbursed some of the money I have spent on my dissertation research, which helps to ease the expenditure (especially since reimbursement is not in full). I wish I can get a nice part time job in publishing. Anybody wants to hire me? :/
Also, here is a link to an article I did on philosophy, in Malay. I have the English version. If anyone is interested to read or publish it elsewhere, in English, let me know.
Here is the Malay version Wittgenstein dan Popper: Benarkah Falsafah Mereka Berselisih?
Orite, back to work
Cheers!
Clarissa
Thursday, April 28, 2005
A man who does not believe in magic
Erm, hope you can read Malay as I have no time to translate to English.
http://www.geocities.com/ummahonline/wawancara/050427uolteam-fathi.htm
Read an interview with Fathi Aris Omar on liberalism vs fundamentalism (or should it be read as extremism?) and about the man himself.
http://www.geocities.com/ummahonline/wawancara/050427uolteam-fathi.htm
Read an interview with Fathi Aris Omar on liberalism vs fundamentalism (or should it be read as extremism?) and about the man himself.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
A day for crime
In between reading Lacan, I decided to listen to some music on the net. In powering up my
Realplayer , I came across an ad for a new movie about the infamous madame, Heidi Fleiss. Which of course led to some googling (not that I don't know about her already), which brought me to the crime library and an afternoon spree of reading through all the stories on criminals. This is not the first time I've been to this site, the last time being last year and an entire night spent on going through all the historical scums of the earth. However, after reading the brief story on Fleiss (what a coincident that a psychoanalyst mentioned by Lacan in his Ecriture I was reading is a Dr Fleiss, I decided to look at a few on child criminals, and one which caught my mind was one who used to be labelled "Long Island Lolita". However, she is now a far cry from the wild and troubled teenager, and has her own column. It is always heartening to read how someone who has fallen to the lower most pit of darkness has risen up and made something of her life, and now fight for causes that most people can't be bothered with. Here was a former juvenile murderer, a victim of statutory rapes (read her story in the Crime Library) and an unrelenting press who could not get enough of demonising her. Her column is defnitely NOT trying to vindicate herself of her follies, unlike the memoirs written by many adult criminals.
I wonder in a small country like Malaysia, would you have a chance to escape your demonic past?
Today is a public holiday in Malaysia. I am supposed to be home relaxing. I am home, relaxing (whenever I fall asleep) but reminding myself that I've got many deadlines. Sometimes I feel so very alone. Sometimes I feel sad. Sometimes, I just want to leave everything and disappear, to write and create without all these problems I am faced with. Give up all my responsibilities.
Realplayer , I came across an ad for a new movie about the infamous madame, Heidi Fleiss. Which of course led to some googling (not that I don't know about her already), which brought me to the crime library and an afternoon spree of reading through all the stories on criminals. This is not the first time I've been to this site, the last time being last year and an entire night spent on going through all the historical scums of the earth. However, after reading the brief story on Fleiss (what a coincident that a psychoanalyst mentioned by Lacan in his Ecriture I was reading is a Dr Fleiss, I decided to look at a few on child criminals, and one which caught my mind was one who used to be labelled "Long Island Lolita". However, she is now a far cry from the wild and troubled teenager, and has her own column. It is always heartening to read how someone who has fallen to the lower most pit of darkness has risen up and made something of her life, and now fight for causes that most people can't be bothered with. Here was a former juvenile murderer, a victim of statutory rapes (read her story in the Crime Library) and an unrelenting press who could not get enough of demonising her. Her column is defnitely NOT trying to vindicate herself of her follies, unlike the memoirs written by many adult criminals.
I wonder in a small country like Malaysia, would you have a chance to escape your demonic past?
Today is a public holiday in Malaysia. I am supposed to be home relaxing. I am home, relaxing (whenever I fall asleep) but reminding myself that I've got many deadlines. Sometimes I feel so very alone. Sometimes I feel sad. Sometimes, I just want to leave everything and disappear, to write and create without all these problems I am faced with. Give up all my responsibilities.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
car batteries
I was just wondering today how to top up the electrolytes for my car battery, which is the flat-top Yokohama type.. And I found this site
http://www.tkyoko.com/eng/modules.php?name=products&file=yokohama-automotive_battery-flat_top
Looks like I don't have to use them saline watter anymore. :P
I think I should always ask about specs whenever I try something new. But I keep forgetting. :( Thank the good Lord for the Internet. :)
I appreciate comments from my car-geek readers out there.
http://www.tkyoko.com/eng/modules.php?name=products&file=yokohama-automotive_battery-flat_top
Looks like I don't have to use them saline watter anymore. :P
I think I should always ask about specs whenever I try something new. But I keep forgetting. :( Thank the good Lord for the Internet. :)
I appreciate comments from my car-geek readers out there.
women's careers and slate
I feel the need to share this article
http://www.boston.com/news/education/higher/articles/2005/04/08/summers_displays_new_understanding_of_womens_careers/
And I suppose some of you might already have encountered slate.msn.com? I think it is a cool way of utilising blog-style to create an online magazine. There is a vibrancy and cutting-edge feel to it.
What salon.com used to be like
http://www.boston.com/news/education/higher/articles/2005/04/08/summers_displays_new_understanding_of_womens_careers/
And I suppose some of you might already have encountered slate.msn.com? I think it is a cool way of utilising blog-style to create an online magazine. There is a vibrancy and cutting-edge feel to it.
What salon.com used to be like
Monday, April 11, 2005
A weekend to remember
Despite being tired out for most of the weekend (perhaps due to a grueling schedule of work and dissertation), I wasn't entirely in the mood to meet people. However, I was glad that I did and dragged my bum out to a nice little watering hole in KL to see some of the coolest women in town, some old friends, some new to me. It was a great night with much camaderie and fun. Though there were 2 men present, it didn't spoil the bond with women have with each other (sorry guys).
As someone coming from an all-girls school, I used to detest the site of coteries of the female sexes, not because I detest women, but because I had to put up with cattiness and pettiness from some members of my sex, an inevitable consequence of spending most of your mornings and a small part of an afternoon, 5 days a week, with members of your sex, except for the welcomed vacations. Hence, I often preferred the company of the other sex (not for reasons of boyfriends/partners) but because I found them a refreshing change. But, I soon discovered that boys (especially those in an old boys school) do have their form of prejudices and are not above belittling members of their own sex in front of the other sex.
Hence, all that we've learnt about the real world begun at school, if not from home.
But, I am glad that there were no exhibition of malicious behaviour in this gathering I attended, and everyone was supportive of one another. One to the girls (and the two guys)
Off-topic, the deadline for my dissertation is nearing, so you might find me posting here even less than I do now. Plus, I've got some other projects ongoing.
Take care, y'all
As someone coming from an all-girls school, I used to detest the site of coteries of the female sexes, not because I detest women, but because I had to put up with cattiness and pettiness from some members of my sex, an inevitable consequence of spending most of your mornings and a small part of an afternoon, 5 days a week, with members of your sex, except for the welcomed vacations. Hence, I often preferred the company of the other sex (not for reasons of boyfriends/partners) but because I found them a refreshing change. But, I soon discovered that boys (especially those in an old boys school) do have their form of prejudices and are not above belittling members of their own sex in front of the other sex.
Hence, all that we've learnt about the real world begun at school, if not from home.
But, I am glad that there were no exhibition of malicious behaviour in this gathering I attended, and everyone was supportive of one another. One to the girls (and the two guys)
Off-topic, the deadline for my dissertation is nearing, so you might find me posting here even less than I do now. Plus, I've got some other projects ongoing.
Take care, y'all
Friday, April 01, 2005
Dance Music
I am not much of a club goer but the following site entices me enough to want to go to such a club should I be near a place with such a site. (:
http://www.soxan.co.uk/about.html
More later. Back to work
http://www.soxan.co.uk/about.html
More later. Back to work
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Off-Day
Despite taking a break from work yesterday to sort ouf some problems at university, I found myself running around and busier than if I had been at work. The upside to it, I managed to get myself a traditional treatment massage that leaves my body feeling simultaneously sore and relaxed. And got my MyKad application done. Imagine the wait involved. I could have written an article during the wait. (:
So, back at work today, waiting for a product to come in for me to work on. Boring tax stuff, but then, the longer it takes to come, the more likely is it to interrupt my vacation plans in April. Anyhow, I am taking off for the entire final week of that month, whatever happens. Need to get a few overdued things sorted out. Like making that long-delayed trip to Singapore.
Today, I find myself multi-tasking as usual, simulltaneously reading postings about the effect of anaesthesia on conscioussness and Sohn-Rethel on Marxist theories. Talk about interconnected schizophrenia.
This is for the math and physics geeks out there (I am still a bit one of one, despite having defected over to the humanties).
http://www.ics.uci.edu/~eppstein/junkyard/sym.html
How do I ever end up in dead-end work. (:
So, back at work today, waiting for a product to come in for me to work on. Boring tax stuff, but then, the longer it takes to come, the more likely is it to interrupt my vacation plans in April. Anyhow, I am taking off for the entire final week of that month, whatever happens. Need to get a few overdued things sorted out. Like making that long-delayed trip to Singapore.
Today, I find myself multi-tasking as usual, simulltaneously reading postings about the effect of anaesthesia on conscioussness and Sohn-Rethel on Marxist theories. Talk about interconnected schizophrenia.
This is for the math and physics geeks out there (I am still a bit one of one, despite having defected over to the humanties).
http://www.ics.uci.edu/~eppstein/junkyard/sym.html
How do I ever end up in dead-end work. (:
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Day of Torture
It always seems fun when you look at requirements for a job listing and one sees on it "Bloggers are most welcomed to apply" (:
Alright, back to topic. I chanced upon this site while looking through all the mails that come into my inbox. This is the American version of the Malaysia's Internal Security Act. However, as the former is a much bigger player that everyone is paying attention to, their (mis)conducts in their homeland garner great interests. Especially for a country with free speech guaranteed in its constitution.
Here it is
http://bad.eserver.org/editors/2005/Document.2005-03-15.0801901098
I haven't have time to explore the other links in the site but if you do, be prepared for merciless information bombardment of the abject kind.
And why am I even looking at this on a nice Saturday...:]
Alright, back to topic. I chanced upon this site while looking through all the mails that come into my inbox. This is the American version of the Malaysia's Internal Security Act. However, as the former is a much bigger player that everyone is paying attention to, their (mis)conducts in their homeland garner great interests. Especially for a country with free speech guaranteed in its constitution.
Here it is
http://bad.eserver.org/editors/2005/Document.2005-03-15.0801901098
I haven't have time to explore the other links in the site but if you do, be prepared for merciless information bombardment of the abject kind.
And why am I even looking at this on a nice Saturday...:]
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Project management
This might be helpful to anyone who works on any projects, personal or otherwise. I sometimes wish that people are more farsighted when planning for or working on anything. :)
http://www.informit.com/articles/article.asp?p=369224
http://www.informit.com/articles/article.asp?p=369224
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Marriage is in..
Do you think it is possible to establishmarriage as a complimenting partnership between two forces who have decided to seek their fortunes and fates together, to merge resources and strengths as opposed to an institution that oppresses, represses, suppresses and depresses? There are so many conflicting and schizophrenic arguments going around about the value and problems of the marriage institution that it does require a strong constitution to remain sane.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
another plain day for plain Clare and when books are called products....
I have been trying to settle into the daily grind of a day job and off-hours spent researching and writing up my dissertation. Hence the lack of posts. However, I am please to announce that I have gotten at least half of my dissertation done, with another half to go. Phew. I must say that having to discipline myself for work has helped in disciplining me when it comes to writing. I have never worked as fast in the past 6 months, since July last year, when it comes to anything to do with my dissertation. This could perhaps stem from the desire to get it done with and to move on with my life.
There isn't much to blog about work since I am still under training, with another 6 days to go. Perhaps I will have more interesting stories about work-place antics, deadlines, schedules and the various people I work with once I actually start working properly. When I look back, I realise that my life has changed so much from the time I was a pre-University students, doing things I never thought I would end up doing. I haven't achieved my dreams completely, but I do intend to head towards that direction. The only difficulty is in determining which dream I want to achieve, since I have so many different ambitions that go down so different routes. :P
On a different note, I am glad that I have done of the things I chose to do, though I sometimes regret the things I did not do. Yet, it has been a great life, challenging and always giving me something different, and many exciting things had happened to me these past few years . I am sure not everyone has the privilege to say that about themselves, since most complain that their lives are so dull. But I believe that it is up to you to make or break your own life.
Even though I am working in publishing now, it is not the kind of publishing that I see myself doing long-term. Firstly, this is quite entry-level (even if they do hire some more senior members of the press for this position), the products are of little interest to me (beyond the need to know a few things in order to get my life in order), and the work, from the sound of it, is pretty repetitious, mechanical and almost lifeless. Not only that, we are basically hired to put some poor souls from the first world out of work, as part of the cost-cutting enterprise. I doubt I need to expound on the merits of 'cheap' labour. But, I see it as a way of breaking into what I plan to do in the long run, as well as giving myself work experience. At least I can say that I have worked a number of years (inclusive of freelance, part-time and full-time positions) by the time I get my MA. (;
On a lighter note, reading this guy's blog reminds me so much of the work I am 'trained' to do. Welcome to the publishing sweatshop! Basically, my end of publishing would be the 'sharks' referred to.
http://11d.typepad.com/blog/2004/12/publishing.html
Cheerios
There isn't much to blog about work since I am still under training, with another 6 days to go. Perhaps I will have more interesting stories about work-place antics, deadlines, schedules and the various people I work with once I actually start working properly. When I look back, I realise that my life has changed so much from the time I was a pre-University students, doing things I never thought I would end up doing. I haven't achieved my dreams completely, but I do intend to head towards that direction. The only difficulty is in determining which dream I want to achieve, since I have so many different ambitions that go down so different routes. :P
On a different note, I am glad that I have done of the things I chose to do, though I sometimes regret the things I did not do. Yet, it has been a great life, challenging and always giving me something different, and many exciting things had happened to me these past few years . I am sure not everyone has the privilege to say that about themselves, since most complain that their lives are so dull. But I believe that it is up to you to make or break your own life.
Even though I am working in publishing now, it is not the kind of publishing that I see myself doing long-term. Firstly, this is quite entry-level (even if they do hire some more senior members of the press for this position), the products are of little interest to me (beyond the need to know a few things in order to get my life in order), and the work, from the sound of it, is pretty repetitious, mechanical and almost lifeless. Not only that, we are basically hired to put some poor souls from the first world out of work, as part of the cost-cutting enterprise. I doubt I need to expound on the merits of 'cheap' labour. But, I see it as a way of breaking into what I plan to do in the long run, as well as giving myself work experience. At least I can say that I have worked a number of years (inclusive of freelance, part-time and full-time positions) by the time I get my MA. (;
On a lighter note, reading this guy's blog reminds me so much of the work I am 'trained' to do. Welcome to the publishing sweatshop! Basically, my end of publishing would be the 'sharks' referred to.
http://11d.typepad.com/blog/2004/12/publishing.html
Cheerios
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
A day at work
This is officially my third day at work. While the first day (Monday) saw me at the new office in Cyberjaya, we (the new people) were asked to go to Raja Chulan as part of our training between Tues to Thurs, so here I am, in the heart of a very congested city. This is going to be my first time going to work on public transport (a bus and a monorail service).
So far, training has been just ok, with a lot of emphasis on the company's products. While I am not all that gungho about what they produce, it is nevertheless an interesting insight into what a non-traditional publishing business does. My nights at home are very boring, as one usually feels drained by the end of the day and at this point, I am still trying to get use to waking up so early everyday and being at work between 0900-1730 everyday. While not engaged in anything too taxing at the moment (beyond stealing time to complete my dissertation), being forced into a certain environment 5 days in a week can be depressing. I know that I will start appreciating the weekend more, especially after having had everyday a weekend for the past 2 1/2.
Anyway, I better go check what is in for today. If I feel like it or have time, I will blog later today. (:
So far, training has been just ok, with a lot of emphasis on the company's products. While I am not all that gungho about what they produce, it is nevertheless an interesting insight into what a non-traditional publishing business does. My nights at home are very boring, as one usually feels drained by the end of the day and at this point, I am still trying to get use to waking up so early everyday and being at work between 0900-1730 everyday. While not engaged in anything too taxing at the moment (beyond stealing time to complete my dissertation), being forced into a certain environment 5 days in a week can be depressing. I know that I will start appreciating the weekend more, especially after having had everyday a weekend for the past 2 1/2.
Anyway, I better go check what is in for today. If I feel like it or have time, I will blog later today. (:
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
To donate or not To donate
When disaster strikes and relief funds are set up all over calling for donations for those affected, you sometimes wonder how many of these are done genuinely to help the people and not a scam to reap money off gullible people. Perhaps the best thing to do is to give directly to the victims themselves, but sometimes it is not possible to do so, and even if you happen to be there, conditions is such that one would find oneself in a state of chaos and there will be difficulties separating between victims and quacks.
Perhaps it is in human nature to take advantage of others, that being the law of the jungle. Why should we be surprise to hear reports of criminal activities and malice whenever a disaster of massive scale happens, whether natural or man-made?
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/4145591.stm
I pray that the victims of trauma would be able to rebuild their lives and look forward to better things, though life is very bleak at the moment.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/talking_point/4145359.stm
Anyone with the expertise and ability to render help should give a hand as lots of hands are needed.
And hurray for the debt relief
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk_politics/4147277.stm
Perhaps it is in human nature to take advantage of others, that being the law of the jungle. Why should we be surprise to hear reports of criminal activities and malice whenever a disaster of massive scale happens, whether natural or man-made?
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/4145591.stm
I pray that the victims of trauma would be able to rebuild their lives and look forward to better things, though life is very bleak at the moment.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/talking_point/4145359.stm
Anyone with the expertise and ability to render help should give a hand as lots of hands are needed.
And hurray for the debt relief
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk_politics/4147277.stm
Back in Malaysia
Looking back at my previous posts, I am struck by their insipidness, especially in view of the subject I was writing about. For the past two weeks, I have been lacking in inspiration and slack in my writing, hence the dearth of imagination and scintillating arguments. Nevertheless, I will stem the tide of such unwarranted mediocrity and will spur myself on to provide my readers with more delectable semantics, that is if I still have any more readers. (:
I came back the week before, and took 4-5 days to recover from my jetlag (exacerbated by my lousy personal habits). In between trying to sleep and being extremely irritable, I managed to complete reading Georges Battaile's On Sensuality and Eroticism as well as Jacques Lacan's On Feminine Sexuality, the former being a book i borrowed and the latter bought from London. These two are required readings for myself since my dissertation utilises ideas from these two thinkers, and I believe that Malaysians too should read them, even if they do not agree with some of the ideas propounded, for in reading them, I could see bits and pieces of the Malaysian psyche and attitude within the extremities of some of the views. I know that it would be difficult to just walk into a bookstore to get them (after all, these aren't easily obtainable stuff even in the so-called enlighten nations), so I will suggest paying Amazon.com or Kinokuniya a visit and order them. As I do not have much time, I will not venture to review these books for you, though at a latter date, I will discuss some of the ideas in my blog. Suffice to say that Battaile is known for his obssessive interest in human sexuality and eroticism (having written fictional materials that seem to border on pornography for the less exposed or more uptight), with a unhealthy interest in the Marquis de Sade (from which the word sado-masochism is derived) whereas Lacan is much pre-occupied with his conceptualisation of jouissance, which suspiciously is about sexual pleasure. For more on them, don't be lazy and try Google.
Next week, I start work, so I better enjoy all that is left of my holidays, while trying to work on two chapters of my dissertation and start on the third. I wouldn't have much time for anything after this week *sob*. Last week, I posted a piece on the Tsunami under the News and Updates section (perhaps I should have posted it here instead) so if you haven't read it, go check it out here
That's all for now folks.
I came back the week before, and took 4-5 days to recover from my jetlag (exacerbated by my lousy personal habits). In between trying to sleep and being extremely irritable, I managed to complete reading Georges Battaile's On Sensuality and Eroticism as well as Jacques Lacan's On Feminine Sexuality, the former being a book i borrowed and the latter bought from London. These two are required readings for myself since my dissertation utilises ideas from these two thinkers, and I believe that Malaysians too should read them, even if they do not agree with some of the ideas propounded, for in reading them, I could see bits and pieces of the Malaysian psyche and attitude within the extremities of some of the views. I know that it would be difficult to just walk into a bookstore to get them (after all, these aren't easily obtainable stuff even in the so-called enlighten nations), so I will suggest paying Amazon.com or Kinokuniya a visit and order them. As I do not have much time, I will not venture to review these books for you, though at a latter date, I will discuss some of the ideas in my blog. Suffice to say that Battaile is known for his obssessive interest in human sexuality and eroticism (having written fictional materials that seem to border on pornography for the less exposed or more uptight), with a unhealthy interest in the Marquis de Sade (from which the word sado-masochism is derived) whereas Lacan is much pre-occupied with his conceptualisation of jouissance, which suspiciously is about sexual pleasure. For more on them, don't be lazy and try Google.
Next week, I start work, so I better enjoy all that is left of my holidays, while trying to work on two chapters of my dissertation and start on the third. I wouldn't have much time for anything after this week *sob*. Last week, I posted a piece on the Tsunami under the News and Updates section (perhaps I should have posted it here instead) so if you haven't read it, go check it out here
That's all for now folks.
Thursday, December 23, 2004
news from abroad part 2
Dag Alle,
I know that it has been some time since I have blogged here. A number of reasons, among them; inertia, illness, being out most of the time and plain laziness. I have been feeling all these since I got to The Netherlands from the UK. For some of you who have not experienced flying from London to Amsterdam, a tip for you all at the customs is that there is no such thing as freedom of movement between these two countries, so you have to go through the entire rigamarole at customs again, unless of course you have an indefinite entry pass or something equivalent, or have been in and out of the country often enough without incident.
Weather is usually blustery, and temperature can drop low enough to leave frost lying on leaves, grass and rivers the next morning. I saw hail only once in my two weeks here, but it was enough to keep me indoors the entire time. Hence the lack of blog. Not much to write about when you are stuck at indoors sleeping, reading, reading emails. surfing the net and doing all that one does back home (:
However, since I am currently living in a village at the outskirts of Central Utrecht, I managed to pay the town a visit, as well as Amsterdam and Delft. Unfortunately, I have not been able to go around as much as I like, due to bad weather and transportation prob (I live in a village and have no car). Life would have been simpler if I have rented a car, that would put me back by 300 euros per week, and the fact that everyone drives on a different side of the road would have limited my car-induced mobility. So I make do with freezing walks, buses, cabs(highly expensive) and trains. But since I can't go out as much, it isn't too bad.
Amsterdam is a charming city, interspersing old and new, sleaze and calvinism. Streets are much dirtier than other parts of the Netherlands I have visited, but it is a colourful place, and it has a Chinatown located in the red light district (albeit a tiny one). Trust the Chinese to operate from dodgy parts of European towns. It is also in the red-light district (the map will tell you where it is and the Dutch actually name that part of town Red Light District) that you can get really charming and interesting stuff, especially big second hand bookstores (*drool*). Utrecht and Delft on the otherhand are very Dutch, though one see some Indonesian-Chinese and Surinamese restaurants around, the way one would see HK and Indian/Pakistani restaurants in London. If you know a little German and a lot of English, you might be able to understand a few simple words here and there. Learning Dutch isn't too difficult if you are a German or English speaker, though I am told that it is harder to learn to pronounce in Dutch if you are a native German speaker. Oh yeah, did I mention that this is a place where you can buy cannabis biscuits and marijuana sells rather cheaply? If I ever stay here long enough, I'll invest in a bicycle and cycle around, carrying it on the train whenever I have to move between cities. Oh, clock towers are ubiquitous around here. You know you are at the centraal part of town once you see one. And the lovely canals.
I will write more later. Weather has turned for the better, so am planning for another outdoor excursion.
Tot ziens
I know that it has been some time since I have blogged here. A number of reasons, among them; inertia, illness, being out most of the time and plain laziness. I have been feeling all these since I got to The Netherlands from the UK. For some of you who have not experienced flying from London to Amsterdam, a tip for you all at the customs is that there is no such thing as freedom of movement between these two countries, so you have to go through the entire rigamarole at customs again, unless of course you have an indefinite entry pass or something equivalent, or have been in and out of the country often enough without incident.
Weather is usually blustery, and temperature can drop low enough to leave frost lying on leaves, grass and rivers the next morning. I saw hail only once in my two weeks here, but it was enough to keep me indoors the entire time. Hence the lack of blog. Not much to write about when you are stuck at indoors sleeping, reading, reading emails. surfing the net and doing all that one does back home (:
However, since I am currently living in a village at the outskirts of Central Utrecht, I managed to pay the town a visit, as well as Amsterdam and Delft. Unfortunately, I have not been able to go around as much as I like, due to bad weather and transportation prob (I live in a village and have no car). Life would have been simpler if I have rented a car, that would put me back by 300 euros per week, and the fact that everyone drives on a different side of the road would have limited my car-induced mobility. So I make do with freezing walks, buses, cabs(highly expensive) and trains. But since I can't go out as much, it isn't too bad.
Amsterdam is a charming city, interspersing old and new, sleaze and calvinism. Streets are much dirtier than other parts of the Netherlands I have visited, but it is a colourful place, and it has a Chinatown located in the red light district (albeit a tiny one). Trust the Chinese to operate from dodgy parts of European towns. It is also in the red-light district (the map will tell you where it is and the Dutch actually name that part of town Red Light District) that you can get really charming and interesting stuff, especially big second hand bookstores (*drool*). Utrecht and Delft on the otherhand are very Dutch, though one see some Indonesian-Chinese and Surinamese restaurants around, the way one would see HK and Indian/Pakistani restaurants in London. If you know a little German and a lot of English, you might be able to understand a few simple words here and there. Learning Dutch isn't too difficult if you are a German or English speaker, though I am told that it is harder to learn to pronounce in Dutch if you are a native German speaker. Oh yeah, did I mention that this is a place where you can buy cannabis biscuits and marijuana sells rather cheaply? If I ever stay here long enough, I'll invest in a bicycle and cycle around, carrying it on the train whenever I have to move between cities. Oh, clock towers are ubiquitous around here. You know you are at the centraal part of town once you see one. And the lovely canals.
I will write more later. Weather has turned for the better, so am planning for another outdoor excursion.
Tot ziens
Thursday, December 09, 2004
New from Abroad Part 1
From the first day I arrived, this has been my sixth day in London, with around six more days to go. Most of the time has been spent getting things done (like posting letters, getting a mobile simcard) and orientating myself around (with a number of misses of course). I am beginning to learn more about this city, being forced to go around on my own since most friends are not availble a majority of the time. I discovered some interesting shops, streets and museums. Some quaint and some look like what you would see in big cities in Asia.
I've also managed to get a British Library reader's pass, which is valid for a year, so that means I can go to the Library anytime I want between now and early Dec next year, subject to possible renewal. Despite the fact that it is now housed in a building quite a distance away from British Museum, it has a nice scholarly ambience, even if it lacks somewhat in history.
In between shopping and sighs-seeing, I am please to say that I managed to get some research work done. Well, four days spent on sightseeing and shopping, and all the other days (except this Sunday and the next Mon when I will be flying off to the continent) will be spent in BL (though I can still go shopping after closing time (:, or maybe take in a museum of two, if they aren't close by then. Most public places tend to close, early, with the exception of libraries.
Cheers
I've also managed to get a British Library reader's pass, which is valid for a year, so that means I can go to the Library anytime I want between now and early Dec next year, subject to possible renewal. Despite the fact that it is now housed in a building quite a distance away from British Museum, it has a nice scholarly ambience, even if it lacks somewhat in history.
In between shopping and sighs-seeing, I am please to say that I managed to get some research work done. Well, four days spent on sightseeing and shopping, and all the other days (except this Sunday and the next Mon when I will be flying off to the continent) will be spent in BL (though I can still go shopping after closing time (:, or maybe take in a museum of two, if they aren't close by then. Most public places tend to close, early, with the exception of libraries.
Cheers
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